Thursday, October 5, 2023

One of my docs...

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She... was interesting.  Doubted everything I said, but seemed to believe me too.  Very strange woman.  Little, older, foreign.  Not an enemy foreigner, save for her politics.  Tried to be secular, was wrong and knew it.  Strange how people are like that.  I used to be like that, still don't understand it... not fully.

She... is on my mind.  Music I sent her.  In the shade, if I think she knew anyway?  To be a devil, and love a little sister, but it be too late?  So be it.

This one too.  When she was leaving.  This... popped... with her and that on my mind.  I didn't beat her, time did.  For me, anyway.  I have no interest in a woman who can't give me children.  No matter how... fascinating they might otherwise be.  And, yes.  She... was fascinating, to me, my mind, and other parts.

I have learned not to... play with that fire though.  For everyone's sake.

The first song popped.  Reminded me of the story.  I'm... almost certain some at the VA would recognize her, this.  And, probably, some know more.  I know more.

I just hope she is doing well.  And that she has some... fellow, boyfriend, husband.  It just wasn't ever going to be me.  Odd how some women are interested.  Most know not to... reach out, touch.  Others don't know that, or... have little control.  I am hoping this works in the Philippines as well as it has here, and there.

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