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I can't remember when I went to bed.  I think I woke up around 22:30?  Give or take... a while.  I just can't be sure.  Fed Sassy first thing, got coffee going.  Sliced the final parts of cheese and salami... for now or for the month.  We'll see.

It has been dark, day and night really, for the last... day, two, three?  Or, from what of it I have seen.  Raining, a lot.  Just time, or also in inches?  I just don't know.  But there has to be some serious water coming down.  It's been raining off and on for those two to three days.  Not four, I think.  But at least two and more like three.  I think.

Nothing was thawed.  No dishes done.  Nothing.  But, I was too cool.  In unders and a tshirt, it was too cool.  If I'm not absolutely convinced that is the whole problem.  I haven't been able to get going for a while.  Have to push, try.  Not sure it's possible.  I'll get medicine in.  I did get medicine yesterday, but just once.  Sleeping so long.  But, too, staying up so many hours.  It's... insomnia on the one hand, it's obverse on the other.  Up twenty hours, down fifteen?  Sleep and waking cycles are extended, brutal, but empty, barren, dead.  Ugh.

I fight it, and win.  Which... reverts to a loss by being so extended.  I'll keep at it.

I have to get taxes managed.  And I need to get the auto inspected, so as to update registration on that, which go together.  But, I have to get the fng on-board with this, so he knows what to do, where to go, how it's done.  Unless he just wants it done elsewise.  We at least need to discuss that.

Which means I really need to hit the contract, and will.  Perhaps while doing taxes, we can get those signed, sealed, stamped, etc.  I am thinking next week, or the week after.  Really more when his schedule will allow it.  And, I could meet up there, so he doesn't have to pick me up.  Unless he will be here for something else anyway.  

Strange.  One day wearing too little, freezing through the day.  Then today wearing a bit less than usual but still mostly dressed for the weather, season, temps, and I am a bit too warm?  Strange.  I'll turn the furnace down.

Those winter pants?  I am trying another size.  The size which should have fit was too big.  Far, far, too big.  The next size down is okay.  A little loose, everywhere, but will fit, possibly, a pair of paints and/or longjohns too.  They are like insulated pants with a waterproof shell.  Limits to waterproof, no doubt.  But... they would do well for a rather long time.  Just... limits, on everything.  Very nice for around the house, and with cargo pockets.  Anyway, as mentioned, another size.  A smaller size.  Just... wanted to check.  I often have two sizes.  In pants, I go with 40s and 38s these days.  I have a few 36s, which I am getting closer to... depending mostly, these days, on water retention.  Ugh.

Well... on to something.  I'd love to eat, but not sure I can dig myself to that.  And don't think I have anything thawed.  So... yeah.  I'll put some meat out tonight though.  A few steaks, two packs of burger, so I can eat and catch up a bit.  Mostly just coffee this last week.  A smattering of cheese and salami, every other day.  And not all that much of even that.  Four ounces, if I am being generous with the description, more like three ounces a day.  It's rich, lots of fat, but not much  volume.  Strange?  I'm really not all that hungry.  Later.