Troubles.

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Nothing back from the hoped insurance.  The previous insurer called back.  Said one company might take it, for $3700, just for the house.  Which is well over double, or more.  Of course, he did say they would probably just put so many demands on the property, that they would essentially be turning me down.

I told him that they are trying to force me out of my home.  They will end up making me homeless.  Which is their intention.  Between controlling who can be insured, who will buy any property and for how much (or little), and controlling the financials as to who can buy and sell, they are shoving the poor out of our homes, to then steal them.

Oh, no, that's now what they are doing, he said.  I asked him to rethink what he had just told me about his party to the process.  About charging several times for insurance, then adding exceptions which requires upgrades which will never be enough?  That IS denying insurance.  And, without insurance, the lender will fine/fee the owner right out of their home.  Forcing a sale.

I may begin talking to the VA about this.  Not that they can help, until I am homeless.  Not that they will help even then, at this point.  But... see if their is some program.  Because that is where this is going.  I can see the writing on the wall.  No way to avoid it, because I can't afford that, and insurance goes up after that.  They are stealing my home right out from under me.

Which, yes... is a problem.

Hell, I wonder if the phone company is working with them.  Cutting me from communication on a critical day?  Seriously, why WOULDN'T I think that?  After all else that has happened.  And, the other insurance company seems to have canceled email communication.  Ugh.  I'll... see tomorrow.

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Back to loose stools.  Not quite, or not mostly, liquid.  But it's... difficult.  Can't eat much.  Just... not able to keep much food in, down, or going down.  Just can't eat.  Half of half a steak, when I can tolerate.  Cottage cheese just wasn't tasty, couldn't take much in.  Tossed the last of the yogurt, as it was... getting there.  Still good, last time.  Pushing it.

Just can't eat.  I'll get some water in, but that's it.  No more coffee.  Not tonight.

I slept for a while, but a short while.  It seems warm.  Though it was lightning and thunder which woke me.  Not directly overhead, but not far.  And the warmth.  Not sure why it is so warm, inside.  It is 75 upstairs, near me, 73 in the main?  And 75 in the main down here, and was 78 in this front room.  Is down to 76 up front, now.  Down to 63 outdoors, and raining, or has rained.

Very strangely warm, especially with ac's and fans running, and it being that cool outdoors.  Stupid world, sometimes.

Anyway... I'll have to figure things out.  Got to get the house emptied up.  Might not have two years I can hang on.  Maybe not a year.  Yes, it does worry me.