Too hungry.

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I wanted to fast.  A few days, through to Saturday, then have a meal Saturday morning.  It's... not going to happen.  Then again, I wasn't sure it would be possible.  Simply too hungry.  I think I can keep, mostly, to carnivore.  Mostly meat.  No promises, but possible.  Probably, even.

To that end, I have pulled out more burger, another steak, and two tuna steaks.  And, after those, I'll pull out a whole chicken to thaw.  When this hungry, a chicken won't last but two, maybe three, days.  Soups stretch it, but soup also isn't so very filling.  It seems like it, but in my current condition, my body won't be tricked for long.

I am hoping to do one of two things tonight.  Beside eating, no choice on that.  Either get to bed earlier, or clean the suv out, roughly.  Pull coats, blankets, gear out.  Have it stripped down, ready to take in.  Might try to do both, if at all possible.  But, first, I need food.  May have to pull something before the tuna steaks thaw.  They thaw quickly, but... I'm... now.  NOW!  Hungry!

I'm taking care of Sassy, and trying not to even hollower around her.  With... varying levels of success.  As well, when she tests my resolve, and she does a lot lately (making sure I was truly sorry?), I haven't even been tempted to yell at her.  Though I may not give her attention.  Squirrely little girl cat!  You know how women do, cat, dog, human... some things just don't change.  Women are either endearing, or everyone remains single.  :p

Still can't believe I found a snake in my house.  That's the first time in going on fifteen years.  Must have gotten really cold out there?  Or it just... found a strange way in.  I wish I hadn't had to kill it.  I need to find something by which to pick such a creature up.  They... are beneficial, generally speaking.  Mice, I don't care.  Snakes and spiders... I give them some room, if I can.  Well, some snakes, some spiders.

So hungry.  And, tea isn't working.  Or water.  I tried coffee, with cocoa powder.  Not sure that is my way.  Though, I did overdo it a bit, I think.  Trying again, it should be ready to try even now.  And, I'm putting it into the french press, rather than in the 'cup'.  That just become sludge.  As well, I couldn't initially remember what I wanted to add, so added collagen.  That may have thrown off the flavor as well.  This time just coffee, cocoa powder, and my sweeteners.  Might have to titrate sweeteners up just a bit to cover the totally unsweetened chocolate powder.  It can be just a wee tight, and my sweeteners are, generally, if not tampered with, okay for diabetes and weight loss.

Well, I'll try that, and...  It's better a little weaker.  Almost tastes a bit smoky, and improvement from the burnt taste of two tablespoons.  And, I started green beans, mushrooms, and a couple of chicken salad packs.  Ready to eat, all, mostly.  But, it's getting warmed.  The chicken is a bit dated.  So when I opened it, I looked closely, and smelled carefully.  Good enough.  Not exactly chunk chicken, hoping it will do.  Will add butter too, as it cools.

Oh, I have small packs of salmon down there.  If the chicken just doesn't hold together well enough to be a meat additive, I'll add some of that.  I really am hungry.

Well, on to... some things.  Good evening, good night, see you later, or in the morning.  Who knows.