Wanted to be abed earlier.

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I can't seem to... negotiate my sleep, for the moment.  I had pushed through to nearly noon, but am back to sleeping at six.  Stuck there.  I can break free for a few days, but it just doesn't last.  Brutally sleepy, can't sleep.  Can't push through.  Ever been stuck in mud, or snow, with a vehicle?  Perhaps while unable to walk well, so can't really do much about it, but rock the thing back and forth... for a while.  At some point you have to call a tow truck, or farmer if you know one.  Grumpy cusses, sometimes, but would give you their shirt.  Priests, of the land, of sorts.  :p  Not a dig... at priests, or farmers, ranchers, or the like.  Just how I see things.

Anyway...  I am stuck.  I'll keep trying, until I die actually.  Failure is an option, just not for too long it is hoped.  It's not a choice, currently.

Yes, nearly twenty after six, and the sun isn't even close to the horizon.  But will be up before long.  Oh, right, the postman let me know I have a package in.  I... forgot I had even ordered the item, it took so long to get here.  I try to be attentive, but when I can't stand, mostly, for days, keeping up is... much more complicated than it would seem.  Well, that and my phone isn't letting me know about calls, texts, or appointments.  Probably Verizon employees, at their execs decree, screwing with me for returning their phone after being pestered for the whole month I had it.

If you can't screw them, try doing it four times.  If that fails, bugger them?  Seems to be the business model for modern American companies.  I'll have to find another company, it looks like.  Perhaps a different phone.  But not... going to pay much.  I'll... look around.  Need to figure out how to back the phone data up, first, though.  Bleh.

Brutal, people.  I hurt in very odd ways, and in places you wouldn't imagine.  Ribs, in very strange ways.  Imagine being tickled until it hurts?  Then beyond.  A few days later, how that feels if it was way overdone.  But, in several places.  My groin?  No, I've... not been doing anything peculiar.  Even being very chaste of late.  Sometimes I am better at that than others.  No son spots of late.  :p  Oddly, that is quite difficult.  But, have controlled, even in my dreams.  Very good.

On to bed.  Oh, better put the burger up.  It's well thawed.  And get that cooked later, when I wake.  It goes bad pretty quickly.  Good morning, good day, and good night, Louise.