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Breathing is just a bit difficult. No, don't worry. I've got decades. Lungs burn just a bit though, and getting enough air in isn't easy. Not choking on air, just not... sucking enough in to be completely comfortable. I'll do some meditation tonight, as I go on to bed. Contemplate the miracle of Christ's birth. Something about God centric thoughts and mindfulness eases breathing... when I am in a position, space, and state of mind for it. I practice deeper breathing when I do that, just as when lift weights... when I used to lift weights.
A bit more chicken and some of the salad. Good enough. Not hungry enough for steak, or ham. It was good enough. Would rather have skipped food altogether, but something stirred. And it is a holy day. Extra food seemed reasonable. And, yes, Sassy gets extra food. A bit more yesterday, a can more today, and a bit more tomorrow.
Not sure I can get through the last boss in the main game. Working on it, just won't, can't, work all that hard. I have been looking at better paths, and practiced half a dozen times. Just can't focus. Air, difficulty, else.
Not sure what set my mother off, though an off hand comment may have been it? If she calls me, I will ask her. Better to know. It's how I do. Nothing was meant by the remark. If she is that sensitive to things that don't even make sense to some of us? I may best avoid her, so as to not disturb her. Never can tell.
I'm barely standing. I have no filters. But, in this case, I couldn't see how that would be an issue. I just don't know.
Oh, but turning the heat up in here, just a touch, does make a huge difference. Whoever had turned it up, had it up just a bit. Will have to see if I can get closer to that. It is 74 in the front room. Whatever they had it set to kept it more around 68... which was fine. But the 62 is dropped to, when I turned it off full stop, was too much. Working on it. Though it may be just some... change, or flaw, wind picking up, or such. I just can't be certain.
So tired people. Fresh air is helping, but I really need to figure out the house. Would like to get that loan set up, and get help in. As well, when help starts, I should be able to track after, and do more, add to the efforts, and such. That will help. If it will take a couples weeks, perhaps a month, to get things sorted back to a clean and saner existence. Bleh.
Be well people. Hope you had, and continue to have, a Merry Christmas.
Good night.
World of Warships, I lead a clan, slower paced, playing DD's can need quick twitch muscle, BB's positioning, cruisers... balls. You are more than welcome to join. History and tactics. I need an excuse to get back into it.
ReplyDeleteGame type, and scheduling. I am so horribly off, way too often. And, lately, I can barely play, even games I favor.
ReplyDeleteRunning out of games though. They are all going leftist, woke, and broke. Though, if you look at how many games are selling? They are doing about as well as the auto industry. From drops in sales to lay-offs and terminations, industries are crashing.
Hoping Trump doesn't help the auto industry. They went all in on knee-capping honest solid quality vehicles for ev's. They need to go bankrupt. Perhaps destroying unions along the way. Two peas in a pod.
If they won't serve the customer, and fight the government for our preferences (think full size truck, with 8 cylinder, stick, and no electronics save ignition and maybe a radio (if we can even trust those anymore), at no more than $35 to $55k. Ugh.