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Not sure what is happening. Is someone trying to get into the house, and that is waking me? Not too cold, but a bit warm? I just don't know. All I know is I keep waking up, for seemingly no good reason. And that is very unusual for me. I would, typically, sleep through an assault to a hurricane, or earthquake. Believe me... even the alarms on submarines, if I... had been pushed beyond human reason... which did happen.
And, yes, I am tired. And this is my normal sleep time. There is no reason for me to be awake, or stirring. I'm not worried, about this or that. I have chores and tasks I'd like to do, but they aren't storming through my mind with panic and terror. Nothing of great or grave concern. My body doesn't hurt. My ego hasn't been pricked, or not in a way that damages my sleep. Besides, I don't mind being considered less. I am less. All are. Enjoy it? Well, at least know it. Sinners, to a man. No way to escape that, solo. I know the answer, and humbling as it is, I have taken that once bitter, now sweet, pill. Hmm... just not sure.
Sassy will end up getting her full meal plan. Though, having started out with extra, leftovers from yesterday, it's not like she had gone completely without most of her usual food allotment. Still, she is happy. She has lost weight. Which worried me for a bit. I think... opening the house up, here and there. And having fresh air in the house now, having sorted that, she is simply more active. But it did worry me, until she hit a right weight, and has stabilized.
Well... on to... looking around. Maybe to some work, efforts, chores, or such. Will see. Later, or good night again? I... just don't know. This doesn't make sense.
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