Operator error?

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I just don't seem to be able to get my feet under me.  Oh, I go and do a bit hoping that seed of effort will bloom into more than idiocy.  Somehow, before almost any time, I find myself right back here, writing words, reading what I can, and laughing and cringing at a world gone mad.  I'm not really addicted to the net, I'm simply not able to keep my focus on anything.  Sure, that could be a sign of addiction, if you believe in pop, and some real, psychology.  Going without the net, games, or such just leads to more sleep.  I would at least like to be conscious more than not.  So, here I sit.  Refusing to sleep until... later.

I did look over plungers and a snake.  I simply don't see the plungers I like locally.  Online I see a few that are possibly good, if there is only one way to be sure.  What you often find at stores are things that shouldn't be sold even as novelties.  They make a huge mess to no good ends.  Of the two I bought, just to have something, anything, one has already broken despite offering almost no real suction power.  The handle and plunger itself became detached in such a way that the whole doesn't function.  At least I was able to get the handle to screw back in enough to remove the thing.  Garbage.  As for the snake, it depends on where you look.  And, don't use snake as your search reference, use auger, then maybe sift the search to bathroom or plumbing.  My guess is I can buy one of those locally and be more sure about the purchase, if I might pay a bit more.

I keep looking outside.  It does look good.  I want to go.  But it is much as it is with work.  The look, the thought, then... here I sit.  I suppose it is better than becoming comfortable with the cage I find myself stuck in.  At some point that may be true, but not for decades, or longer, if I live that long.  I do enjoy working, I do enjoy getting out, I like people, many people, if I can handle the others just fine too in most situation.  Well, there is something I am going to try and make.  Yes there is.  But I need to hurry.

Later.