Curious? Are you sure?

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If "they" didn't do this, then I did, somehow, natively.  I honestly don't know.  I only know that when I see this stuff that it is very familiar.  Not necessarily a tank, mind you.  Not this or that.  I just know these areas.  And it seems that I wasn't alone in them.  Someone was there, usually, when I was introduced, in any case.  Perhaps just family, perhaps friends, maybe my lovers at the times.  But it doesn't seem like that.

Sleep deprivation.  When this is done, with some inputs, the negatives can be mitigated, to a degree.  I still use this, or my body does, from time to time, for various purposes.  Perhaps God just built it in, now, so that I can see in the dark.  Perhaps God is just using a tool that others created.  Dunno.

Sensory deprivation.  This guy was in a tank, just one means of getting to that state by the way, for a few hours.  A couple of days and he would... not be... making this video.  Certainly not the way he is making it.  They say much beyond that and the mind can snap, death can occur.  What do they know.  Possible, I suppose.  I no longer need a tank to create the experience, if too I can't always control when or if, or always how long.  As some say... as long as it takes.  Either that or my body can choose when it feels the need and override my conscious thought.  Dunno, something.

Combined, with a few other things potentially, and you could see some of what I see.  Some suggest mescaline, or lsd, I wouldn't suggest those.  I wouldn't suggest any of it, actually.  First, you need a handler.  Who do you honestly trust to tinker with your subconscious mind?  Who do you want to inject morality, wisdom, truth?  I have become my own handler, with prayer, tradition, the bible, and have unwritten some of the previous coding of actual handlers. I don't think most can do that.  I am abnormal.  I scare "them".  They hope we aren't all like that.  If... I think we are.  Just that most won't find God.  Bad jujube's.  Unleashed they will bite the hand that feeds them, then feed on that, then rule the world, painfully.

Just... a thought.  I wouldn't recommend these things, maybe less so for those who think they are ready.  Tinkering in your own backfield is opening a gate that you really probably aren't ready to open.  For those who aren't other, it opens the gate for possession.  For nephilim, it opens the gates to power.  It reminds me, when speaking with people who are sure they are ready for marriage.  While I do recommend marriage, I also recommend that they seek faith-based religious counseling in the lead up to it, looking at both why, and why not, how well they fit, what their similarities and differences are, and at least three or four major arguments, before tying the knot.  Sex isn't a why, it's a small part of the idea, and then only for procreation and communication.  This?  I highly suggest against.  You aren't ready.

I will say this... I write riddles, ones I don't even always understand, up front.  They aren't always written for me.  Imagine having the ability to write a story tailored to someone else, but without understanding the story yourself.  I do, sometimes, eventually, get... what it was about, or how it affected whomever.  But I don't see it up front.  Not always.  Rarely, actually.  It's like knowing math but not understanding the consequences of the formulas in real life, or how close that comes to home for some folk.  Math is emotionless, it just is.  But people aren't unfeeling variables.  And, yes, I got it, finally.  I am sorry you saw it that way.  I still agree with some of it, if not all of how it could be seen, was seen.  I'm never sure if it was... meant to be written that way, or why, or... how it ended up being what it was.  You can be angry, but, truly, don't be angry with me.  It's just... math.  I solved a problem set before me.  Neither knowing what the problem meant or how it worked in the world.

Many nations have... worked on these programs.  Add in potential free-range, natural, native, and the numbers of people today, and you get what you get.  It hasn't stopped, it has just... changed.  It has softened.  But, if anything, it is much more widespread.  Think mainstream media... movies, news, advertising, laws, etc.  Why do you think "conservative" politicians do such "liberal" things?


Might explain why I can touch so powerfully at times.  Especially some people.  Oddly, I don't usually see the power of it myself.  Not... always, or immediately.  I'm... just... thinking.