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I may be feeling better this morning. Not much, I don't know if it will last, the improvement is very slight. Even as bad as it is, I am quite sure it has been worse for most of my past. I would literally be sleeping for a few months at a time and for long periods between sleep sets. Years have passed with me being mostly unaware. I am aware. I can remember. I can do small things. I can keep my eye on my goals. I am even taking care of a couple of cat burglars.
My need for warmth comes and goes. Yesterday I kept the house at about 68. This morning, though, I think I need to warm things a bit. I will try 74. If that doesn't work, back up to 80, at least for a bit. I will be gaming for a bit this morning. There is a chance gaming can push the mind, and pushing the mind and reflexes can push the body. There is a link in there. It just isn't always possible.
To bed by 23:00, I think. Up at nearly 6:00. Two two hour naps yesterday, and the last few days actually. But they are helping me maintain a day schedule and aren't actually chosen. I am crashing very hard. I can fight it, but as I suggested, I lose that fight much more severely if I don't just tend the need. I will try to make it to 11:00, perhaps noon. But I can see the need for sleep will be hitting fairly soon. A pot of coffee in the morning helps. Strong, five dosers of the heavy good stuff. It's a darker roast, so it isn't as caffeinated as typical coffee. But at the dosage, and being fresh ground, it does have some kick.
Hmm... Later.
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