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I am, though, actually feeling better in any case. The cold has mostly lifted, I have been sleeping enough, I consumed nearly a full meal, I have some options I am working on for this and that... Yeah, I am seeing and enjoying the new and potential days. A lot of problems even so. For each, a solution, short, medium, and long term... solutions I can live with.
I'll reset the dishes to a hot soak right first thing. Then, in two hours when I feed the girls, I will hit the dishes and get a shower in. I still have to rinse them, but can do that after the shower. Then on to getting clothes set up for getting out. Maybe work in the kitchen through the evening, as well. Maybe a quick trip to town. Back at it.
All good, boys and girls. I have very rarely experienced such an epoch of happiness. Viewers would have needed eye protection. Erotic? I suppose that is as close as a word could get. Though that would be like suggesting wet to someone caught in a place the surf lands for a day or two. Just doesn't quite do it justice. Why? No clue. Put my vow in disarray also. I don't know if God cheats to keep me from... petering out... or if the game is just rigged that way? Mysterious ways and among the first of the non-sequential commandments, mind you. What was it that "dead" guy, who was going to be stone dead in a moment, said? I feel happy? Never mind. I don't think it hurt things. Still, sore I can't keep my vow as an absolute. He knows I try, when I can remember to try, and when... Bleh.
Hmm... I might make a small bite to eat, if any of the bread is still good and the cold cuts smell right. Tea either way, more if that doesn't work out. Later.
So, you are feeling better? that's good! Are you back on meds?
ReplyDeleteFeeling happy is good too, btw :-)
Feeling much better. When I got to the store tonight, I still bough Vic's. And I purchased a day/night medicine combo for next time.
ReplyDeleteAs to medicine, no. I think that is done. My doc wouldn't accept the VA card, and from what I am hearing, even if I was willing to pay myself, either the VA doesn't accept the doctor or the doctor doesn't accept the card. Why? Because that is how that union works. I read an article that suggest the VA refuses to reimburse, then tells congress that because they aren't paying, the program should be shut down, and congress idiotically accepts the failure of these people to do their job as a reason to not do their job? Yes, something like that.
So, I am, most likely, done with medicine. I can't even pay a doctor because the VA refuses that doctor unless he accepts them not paying... then they won't accept him for not being good enough. It's worse than double indemnity. So, medicine is no longer an option.