As it turns...

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I did make it awake long enough to feed and water the rabbits, this morning.  The plan, then, was to go on to bed so I would be awake in time to water them again.  Well?  As to the plan...  I wasn't able to sleep until noon.  And, I find myself waking at 20:30 or so.  All good, save that it is a bit late to water the rabbits.  Still, in a bit, after waking, I will get them fresh water.  I checked the temp outside.  At 10 to 12, their water is definitely frozen.  Probably has been most of the day.  So, fresh water, even if they only get a sip while I am out there.

Sleep was very good.  The problem is, I still don't have a day, or "day", and night... or "night".  I am sleeping about as long as I am awake, mostly?  So it is more like having two days and nights per actual day and night cycle.  Winter, pushing things, off meds... can't seem to figure out when to take them, or remember to take them.

I can't focus, remember, think well.  I'll keep at it.  At least thing have been better arranged.  And I will be getting a means of discarding large amounts of things, and then doing so.  The slog will be sorting.  What to keep, for now.  What to toss.  Perhaps even what to consider selling.  For now, however, choosing what to toss and what to keep is primary.  A box or three a day, more some days, once I have a place to put the refuse.

Food, too, is off.  I am blindly hungry when I wake, so eat.  Having two days per day, generally, means I am overeating.  But I can't focus.  I'll... eventually... sort things back out.  One problem, medicine, feed cycle, etc, at a time.  On the good side, I am generally eating right.

Oh, and kefir is going.  Either today, or tomorrow, I will drain it off, and reset.  If there are enough kefir grains created, I will do two half gallon starts.  The goal, eventually, is to have four half gallon jars going, using two to three per week.  Preferably about two per week.  One as a starter for breakfast, I guess with chia.  One small glass with each meal, for digestion.  It helps move it all along AND break down vitamins and minerals.  Plus feed and restore the gut biome.  Plus, it really does act as a sort of fiber.  Just the bulk of it.  Love the stuff.  Missed it.

Today?  Tonight?  I have no idea.  I will do whatever I can do.  Later.