Better.

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Blood sugar is 128 after several meals and one dose of insulin.  An 89 point drop.  See, that is what I was discussing.  When diabetes is mostly under control, save an outlier event, or even series of events, but mostly good eating and attempts at medication go forth, then the seeming high numbers crumble easily.  So, if I try to dose as if diabetes were still totally out of control, and food was bad every day, all the time, then... I get in trouble, quickly.

I really do eat keto, low carb, very well now.  Fats are probably still too high, proteins too low as well.  But I am working on these things.  Calories?  I haven't been able to track, lately.  I'm just not... conscious, awake, aware, able.  I'm... trying to get back to it.  I really pushed, and it really costs me.  Will do what I can.

Gaming, mostly, lately.  Can't do well in even that.  Though, with this game, as with most Dark Souls type games, the devs cheat against players.  I almost beat the boss, the first one.  Should have.  I was nearly full health, the boss was on it's last tenth, then all of a sudden I couldn't hit him, he couldn't miss, and I was given no chance to heal or else.  Even my special combat skills refused to land, and they are supposed to be automatic hits.  So, yeah, the game is cheating.  So?  I... figured out how to cheat better.  Don't know if it will work, yet.  Will find out soon enough.  Assholes...

One more meal.  I have had chia, a fatted coffee, a cheese and deli roast beef sandwich, and a taco salad.  All good, really good.  Not sure what I can have for a last meal.  I keep thinking cat, the cats keep thinking not.  :)  The funny thing is, they know what I'm talking about when teasing about that.  And don't think it's all that funny.  Well, the youngest, Sassy, doesn't think it's funny.  Sam is just curious, if I eat Sassy, if she can get a 'wing' or drummy out of it.  :p  She is as bad as me, only... she is half serious.

Hmm, I may just go with a kefir, egg white, and berry smoothie.  Slightly sweetened with liquid stevia and that other one I use.  While stevia doesn't really sweeten?  To me?  It... somehow... helps the one I use, allowing me to use less, and avoiding blood sugar spikes.  It's... an odd thing, but works.  Liquid sucralose, is my main.  But, used itself enough to my tastes, it'll cause a spike.  I am down to two, usually, but up to six drops, allowed, a day.  And, was doing really well that way.  No more than two drops in any drink.  Though, oddly, if I cook it I don't get the spike.  Which I rarely do.  Just a note.  Very strange, but take em' where you can get em'.

I was nearly awake until midnight?  Definitely after 23:00.  I am trying to push days and nights back in order, then get things arranged.  But keep up on medicine is bogging down.  I... don't get it.  My whole will is aimed at that, but something broke recently.  Though it broke in high winter.  A tough time, season, to have a 'flat'.  Getting the spare on, and going, is a trick.  I'll keep at it.

Well, back to something or other.  Later.