Still awake.

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I did get chores done, right after the last post.  Happy to have that done.  While I was out, I lifted the hydrant lever, and just left it open while doing chores.  When I was finishing, it had started to flow.  When I put the bottles up, and came back, it was going full blast.  So I refilled the girls' water, and grabbed another bucket of fresh water.  It doesn't make sense, but... whatever, for now.

After that, I checked blood sugar.  It was 86?  That... doesn't even make sense.  On the good side, I have fewer doubts about kefir.  As I had kefir, protein powder, and egg whites... if with a dose.  But, blood sugar had been 156.  To be honest, I was almost sure kefir was causing a blood sugar spike.  I still need to test, but it seems I may have been wrong on that.  Being that blood sugar was that low, I had to have something else.

I am only awake to now, to check blood sugar again.  In about an half hour, I will check it.  If it is in the 90s, I'll take my nightly slow acting dose and go on to bed.  If it is is below 90, I'll eat something more, then do the rest of that routine.  I may just take a few glucose tabs.  Just, say, two.  Because I don't feel bad, I'm just not trusting lower numbers at bedtime.  This point in blood sugar management can be damned tricky, at least for me.  Sure, tell me not to mess up.  I... just can't keep that promise, especially if forced to push beyond nearly human capacity...  Someone in my condition not only shouldn't stay up nearly three days straight, someone in my condition shouldn't be able to do so, and still drive hundreds of miles.  Something had to give, and it did.  Self-control goes clean out the window.

Still, getting back to it.  Days are nearly back in play.  Eight hour sleeps are back as a general rule.  I started cleaning, if only jars.  Things are slowly being put back to order.  It's as good as I can do.  Plus, for my sacrifice, I am not only out of a monthly debt, I have a bit of a nestegg.  Oh, I should start requesting quotes for electrical repairs... main box replacement.  With the bit in savings, and two hundred of what had been going for the car, put into to that as well each month, by spring I should easily be able to get electric sorted.

Well, anyway... it's time for bed.  Good afternoon, day, and goodnight.