Down a very long time.

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I dreamed so many dreams.  I can't be sure when I actually went to bed, in part for those many dreams.  Lives were lived, died.  Places I have never been were visited.  Though, too, places I knew as a child to man, but from long ago, revisited.  Friends, family, enemies seen and remembered.  Some tested my open forgiveness policy... for a bit.  But, no.  Let sins against you go, and pray others and God will do the same.

Throat is so very dry.  Voided three liters.  That was part of why I woke when I did.  Mostly Sassy.  But I didn't want to start on another pee jug.  If, more, I knew Sassy was needing food.  She has overeaten for a few real days, which were days in days from my perspective.  So going hungry a bit longer wasn't bad.  But... I really needed to get up and feed her.

A jug of kefir to start the day/night.  Cutting through the grail, like vinegar.  It is... slightly acidic?  My mouth felt like a goobery cotton ball.  All the way down my gullet to the stomach.  Much better.  Still, I think another shot of that stuff would be okay.  Almost cleared out, just... not quite there.

I have roast, when I can get to food.  A shower is planned.  And trash and recycling finished gathering and out?  Maybe.  Oh, and a restart on dishes.

My legs were rough.  I did start with open toe compression socks, but between those hurting and heating, I had to remove them.  Even then, I was rolling to try to find comfort for the legs.  They simply hurt.  A lot of water out.  Though I am thinking there is still a lot in the torso.  I may grouse around for any remnant water pills, and put those to use, short term of course.  I don't even want to use them all.  Just enough to empty out a bit more than just the legs.

I went through a time where I drank way too much water and other fluids.  I was eating non-keto, and certainly not carnivore.  Still drinking a bit much for it, but coming down from the excesses.  A few days to weeks of waterpills should fix some of that.  And, now that I am back on keto to closer to carnivore, that should take care of itself.  Fair is fair, with that initial broken foot, I couldn't cook.  Had to eat out, or from the lowest branches available.  Which... definitely wasn't keto.

I kept looking at the potted meats.  The problem with those is, eating them as is isn't possible (for me anyway).  Too... brash of foods.  Harsh.  At a minimum, I would need bread.  Which... definitely isn't keto.  I have looked for other ways to eat that, without carbs.  I haven't really seen any good recipes/methods.  Sardines are difficult enough.  And, sometimes, as with nausea being a problem, that doesn't work either.  I was gagging even thinking about sardines, so...those were off the menu.  And I, generally, like sardines.  I guess there are times where limits for even favored foods are in place.  If you are even less than normal illness levels, some foods might not be available.  To be honest, I think even roast beef, and definitely roast pork, was too much too eat with the pain and nausea.  Not sure there was an option to carb heavy foods?  Kefir, but I couldn't keep up on it.  But, I really needed to get something down.  No real choices.

Well, doing better.  Eating better, so beginning to drink better.  Still mostly on my bottom or back.  Life is hard, still, right now.  But... I'm good with that.  Gives me something I have to fight, resist, push through, though tactically.  Bulling through this will just see my foot back to where I started.  Ugh...  Heal thyself?   Okay.

Well... have a good evening, and night.  Sleep well.  Not sure how long I will be awake, even now.  May feed Sassy again, clear her litter box, get a shower, and just go back to bed?  Dunno, we'll see.  Later, or goodnight.