I was awake until 14:30?

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Am waking at 22:30.  Annoying.  Tried to stay down longer.

No call.  So... But there might be another way.  It won't be... perfect.  It won't be in time.  It will get some of it done.  And, possibly, I may make it to the funeral.  I may need to nap between then and now.  I'll wish to shower again.  And I'll have to see about my wardrobe.  Ugh.  Moving slowly.  Having difficulty.  I'll do my best.

Dreams, but they dissipated back into sleep before I ever awoke enough to tabulate them.  Nothing in memory, I can grab, right now.  Maybe later.  Sometimes tendrils lead me in and back to the things.  Often not.

Teeth brushed.  I'll wait a bit to feed Sassy.  She is drinking less, so voiding less.  Which makes her litter easier to manage.  Not sure, she just goes through phases.  Probably eating less dry food, so needing and wanting less water.  That is what will cause her to drink more.  If I fed her just canned food, she would almost never need water, there is enough in it for her needs.  

I would feed her only wet/canned food, but she puts on too much weight.  I have gotten her halfway to her better weight, and that is probably as good as it gets unless I put her out and didn't feed her anymore.  I'll... take her as she is, now.  It's as good as she and I together can do.  The reason I like her thinner?  She doesn't rip herself up cleaning herself.  When she gets too big, she ends up with cuts and scabs everywhere.  Can't get to places without... cutting.  That makes me feel so horrible for her.  I had to do something.  She still, sometimes, cuts herself.  But it is much more rarely, less often, less frequent.

Actually, I may shower today, and tomorrow.  Just... to try to make sure I am clean enough.  Cleaner.  I always worry I might be offensive.  I know what my home is like.  It's rough.  I worry I carry some of that out with me.  At least, with the bathroom clean, I... probably carry less with me?  Dunno.

Today?  What I can do.  I'd like to get a shower, as mentioned.  Then do a bit of cleaning in the bathroom again.  Just around the toilet and the floor.  Then put the dishes in for a wash then rinse.  Perhaps do some laundry.  Hmm.  Could check the dress shirts.  They were drycleaned last.  Still in bags.  Not sure... that holds them well?  Slacks upstairs, new, never tried.  Ugh, belt?  Not sure I have a good belt anymore.  Dress shoes I have, but not sure I can wear.  My feet are still swollen, and they as slim fitting.

As for food?  I'm not... terribly... hungry.  But I may see about getting something or other in.  Water, for now.  Minor aches and pains, but nothing too troubling.  I'm back to hightop shoes.  I felt more comfortable with that idea today.  Just a bit afraid I'll hurt my foot before the funeral.

On to waking up, then... whatever.  Later.