No to getting to town.

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I have some slim hope of staying awake to noon.  But dishes?  A few other bits of work?  No.  Not a chance.  Then again, this morning, around dawn, it was 42.  It was 52 about an half hour ago.  Warming, but that was plain cold.  It rained two or three, or five, seven, times last night?  It was on and off all night.

I won't be eating, either.  I did have a kefir.  And am finishing off a vinegar and water.

Blood sugar, if I didn't mention it, dropped a few more points compared to my first blood test after the meal.  Just one point that first time, and five point drop this time.  The number is 191, blood sugar that is.  Weird, but okay.  It looks like my system is trying to function.  There are just, currently, limits.  But it is trying, as I try.  And, blood sugar is below 200, and has been all day.  Always good.  Could it be better?  I... don't know.  Hope to find out, positively, in time.

Sleep should be good.  And, the goal is to stay in bed until... twenty to twenty two hundred.  As late as possible... within those parameters.  Though, if I really felt the need to sleep longer, and could, I will.

I have mostly closed up the house.  It got down to at least 68.  Very unusual.  Can't believe it is almost June and it is still so cold and wet.  While it is slowing me down, you know I love this weather.  I think it is more that it is so out of season, that it is confusing my body.  Messy, difficult.  I'll keep trying.

Just a song, from some time ago.  Things I think about as I drift between awake, alive, asleep, and maybe else?  The shadow, at once, seemed ominous.  As God should to the lost, or... it could be contrived that way.  Once you come to know Him as well as possible, there is no need for fear.  A shadow?  He appears as He will, must, should, does.  Well, it's how I see things.