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The last of the chicken broth beef soup.  Oh, but, that really has been good for the last few days.  Not much of it.  But it was something.  I doubt if there was half a pound of burger over the three or four days.  With maybe a quarter pound of fats... cream cheese, butter, and else.  Mostly bone broth.  Well, and hot spices.  It was wonderful though.

If I could find good chicken, and make chicken soup from the meat, that would be better.  But I can't cook while ill.  And finding good chicken is nearly impossible.  Finding good quality meat of any sort has become a major trick.  Steak, burger, pork.  Yea, sometimes.  But one can't count on it.

And, vegetables?  I don't think so.  Even those, mostly, are questionable.  Grow your own?  Are you fertilizing correctly?  Honestly, it takes more than the big three.  Rightly fed of some fowl will produce it.  Same with well, rightly, fed goats.  But that requires shovels and hauling.  More than some of us can do.

Still, I do what I can.  Including just eating less.

Coffee, finally.  I haven't had a drop of the stuff for days.  Too ill.  The idea of it sounded bad.  Same with food.  It... took two or three days of not eating for eating to again be possible.  Coffee wasn't, but I could get to food.  Just today, four or five days since my last, coffee is going in.

Not sure I will eat daily, or consume coffee as frequently.  But the simple idea no longer causes nausea.  Consumption isn't being troubling.  But, I am not eating a lot.  If I really need more, and I almost feel like needing more today, I may just warm up bone broth, add some salt, and cream.  Maybe cheese?  As well, perhaps hot spices.  

I am in pretty bad shape.  No matter else.  But sleep has been good.  And just simple gaming, looking over the internet, and living a very simple way, has been making things seem better.  As for catching up on laundry, dishes, getting meat thawed and cooked in the near future?  I don't know.  It's... very possibly not likely.

Sleep!  I just need sleep.  Up a bit, to get some nutrition, fluids, and whatever else I can beg or borrow from the world.  But it's a serious difficulty.  Ugh.  More bone broth, with cream, and spice.  But I'd really like some meat in with that.  I'm... getting hungry for meat.  Hmm, might see what could thaw quickly.  Even a thin steak, cut into strips, heated in the broth?  That... might be good.

Well, on with things.  Blood sugar is 126.  Blah.  Stupid thing.  I'll see if the coffee and allulose fixes that.  Later.