Didn't get to bed.

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Nor to gaming, or... much else.  I simply kicked around the internet.  Looking at blogs, news, "news", music, and... a few other things.  I had a few eggs, so I thought about making a carnivore version of custard.  But the eggs ended up being a bit too old.  Which... yeah.  That was my serious bad.

Not sure I could have eaten anyway.  But the idea was there.  Whatever I might, eventually, eat, will have to be gentle on the stomach.  Easy to digest.  Not strongly flavored.  I just... can't eat.

I've been awake long enough that I should be able to take another dose of antibiotics before I go down.  Not quite time for heart medicines.  I'm taking, in theoretical practice, two doses of antibiotics per dose of heart meds.  When... it all works out as it should.  Not sure how well I am doing.  Though, not terribly worried.  I do the best I can.  If the medicines are cutting me to my knees, then... missing them may be wise?  Things work out as they are supposed to work out?  Something like that.

Someone has been visiting, looking up music.  Certain ideas, mostly.  Though... I don't cover huge numbers of areas.  There is life, love, pain, fighting, and death.  Mostly two of those mixed with the others.  Nothing fancy, to be quite honest.  But, what else is there?  Still, I... enjoy looking back, through the eyes of whoever.  Memories, good and ill, are... wonderful things in time.  Even when I have lost.  Even when I lost a love.  To remember her?  To know the pain, even now?  Means... it was something worth having, risking.

As annoying as women are, I really have enjoyed their company.  Bodily, but more.  The way they think.  The ways they do.  Knowing they are liars, too.  More so than men.  If... their areas of deceit are different?  Sometimes, often, mostly.  Hell, they often don't even know when they are lying.  I do.  I don't even often care.  It's... good to be a man.  Mostly.  More usually.

Well... but yes.  I think I'll feed Sassy, put another antibiotic down.  Take one of those and the night heart meds up, with a bottle of water, for when I wake.  And, go back down for a while, or day, or two.  Ugh.  So tired.  So ill.  But... I'll do what I can.  Blood sugar is to 108.  Still not really low, but... it... works.  Later.