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I took the medicine, then was getting ready to go on back to bed.  But... the pills got stuck?  Seemed to be stuck.  I drank water.  And... more water.  And a lot more water.  But those pills would not move!  Or... seemed to be stuck.  I couldn't sleep with pills in my throat.  So?  So I had to think about food.

Oh, I tried to resist.  Wait it out.  Drink more water.  Get it to move, or leave, or dissolve, or whatnot.  It just wouldn't budge.  And that feeling, of having something stuck in the throat?  Brutal.  The thing is, I didn't want to eat.  Food is causing nausea.  It's... horrible.

So, while sitting, trying different things, hoping, I had to... come up with something.  I do have burger, in a gravy.  The gravy gets thick when it gets cold, in the fridge.  But, even so, it would be somewhat thick when warmed.  Hot spices in it.  Sort of like a Mexican beef stroganov?  In the theory that Mexicans eat hot food.  To be honest, I didn't find that any more true than other peoples... to a degree.  Those who like hot food like it, those who don't, don't.  And some can't handle it, wherever they were born and raised.

Anyway... hot.  Thick.  And I was afraid of nausea.  Still, I had to do something.  So, I used some of the mexicganov, though thinned greatly with chicken bone broth, and allowed it to turn into more of a soup.  As well, I used a keto rice thing.  I think they use palm hearts?  Anyway, added that as well.

Not bad.  It isn't making me ill.  I might even finish it off, have most of it down.  Added a bit of cream to some of the bowls.  Extra salt to one bowl.  I don't know, it's pretty good as is.  And, on the good side, it is nice to have finally gotten something to eat, and without becoming ill.

I was truly afraid of becoming ill again.  It's easier to go without food, for some time, than to eat it... if it causes nausea.  That nausea lasts and lasts.  Not sure why this isn't making me ill.  It's pretty much along the lines of one of the things I have been eating.  Actually, it is what I ate the last time I ate something.  And, it made me nauseas.  Or... the infection did, and that is passing?  Don't know.

But, I'll finish it off.  Tasting so good.  And I could use a bit of food.  Plus... no... it feels like the pill(s) did pass, finally.  Still, since it isn't causing upset, and I really was getting hungry, I might as well finish off the last bowl or so.  Very surprising how tasty that was.  I did cheat, into more standard keto, but... I really needed something, and soup is so much lighter, but simple soup would have been too little.  I needed something else, like rice or noodles.  And, this worked, without going fully into carbs.  Ugh.

Now... to get the fullness to leave... especially after a final bowl.  Then on to bed.  I do have a couple of doses of medicine, of both types, for up there.  And will take a bottle or two of water.  So, I... can sleep for a day or two without having to worry about getting up.  I may not be able to sleep, or may have to sleep.  It's been odd lately.

Good evening, and night.