Earlier, yet still late?

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Yes.  But it seems so dark, too, out there.  In here.  Dark.  And cool, almost cold.  No matter the heat setting.  Ugh.

I went to bed before midnight.  Was hoping to wake earlier.  It was 10:30 when I gout up and going.  But really pushed for earlier.  Tomorrow?  I'll set an alarm, and try to be to bed by 20:00, 22:00 at the latest?  Try.  I'm going to fight to get my days, mornings, back fully.  And then keep them.  It will be a fight.

Blood sugar is a bit high, at 126 fasting.  But... okay.  I'll keep trying.  Everything is working against it, except my diet and behavior?  I mean, medicine, which causes exhaustion.  And pain, which increases stress hormones.  I wonder if they do that on purpose, to increase blood sugar?  I... don't put anything past them, at this point.  Greens fees don't pay themselves.

Sassy was fed first thing.  I reset her water last night, so that's good?  Litter boxes... those... could use some work.  Ugh.  It's been a few days.  I just... fell.  Life is very difficult of late.  I haven't been doing well with keeping up, even to the point I used to keep up.  Antibiotics absolutely trash me.

Someone has been around.  Kicking the can, trying to get some attention?  Well, even a mother should know better.  I can be gentle.  But I don't negotiate.  If you push, you will be put in your place.  Even a mother should know her limits.  It's fine.  I just won't negotiate, I won't bend a knee, not to a woman... of any sort, nature, or relationship with me.  That's not how it works, woman.  Amen.

Anyway...  Coffee is brewing.  A bit of gaming, since I have already looked around the web for a bit.  Just some tinkering, a shower, and maybe looking for some other things.  I found the bigger iron, but the ironing board needs to go up.  I'd also like to find the sprayer and the smaller iron.  Then get things set up for that.  Perhaps begin ironing on smaller, easier, items?  Today?  Maybe.  Or this week.  At least do some sorting up there.  And some set up.  And a bit more looking.

This week, next.  It'll... happen soon.  Later.