Wow.

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I had planned to be awake... much earlier.  But no.  I had an arrangement this afternoon.  Missed it.  Ugh.  Got some calls and visits.  Answered the last visit.  Explained, a bit.

Was still stressed from the appointment this morning, the one I canceled?  My leg still hurts from that last appointment.  And, yes, I was... stressed.  Which, probably, is why I slept.  Slept pretty much the whole day.  Only awake now for phone calls and knocking... which... eventually woke me up.  Ugh.

Brutal, boys and girls.  But, okay.

Blood sugar has been slightly lower today, but not as low as the better days.  It was 114 this last time, I think 113 earlier?  Stress.  I... just couldn't go back in for medical.  NO!  And I am still stressing.

I am hoping to get a shower tonight.  And, cook some burger.  Making a high fat gravy to go with it.  Cream, cream cheese, cheddar, salt, and a bit of bone broth in there.  Oh, sounds... delicious, to go with the ground burger fried into meat crumble.  It's... not special.  But it's... good enough for me to eat.  I am calling it my human, or near human, dog food!  Alpo, for carnivores.  :p

Coffee, currently.  Then on to some gaming... hoping that will wake me.  Then a shower, and some cooking.  So cold, too.  That... my hands, and feet, were absolute icecicles.  Even with my thick wool socks on.  And the electric blanket ticking away.  I... just... couldn't get warm.  Stress, was part of it.  Trying to run away from the fear.  Not something I usually do, but this time... yea.

On to gaming, a bit.  Then more, I hope.  Good afternoon, evening, and goodnight... for one or more of us.  I may end up back in bad before long.  Stressed, beyond my ability to function well?  We'll see.  Still, I am grateful to God.  Pain, even fear stress, are gifts.  Strange ones, but... they are.  Amen.