So wanted to stay up a little later.

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Still, it's nearing 16:00.  It'll be past that by the time I finish this, get upstairs and ready for bed, then tuck in.  But not by much.  I wanted to make it an hour or two later.  It just isn't going to happen.

Did have another coffee.  Weaker, mostly just for warmth.  It did warm me, but that sure passes quickly.  I... have just gotten used to the fact that, for most of the year, I will be cool to cold.  Such a... different thing.  I finally understand not just that old oriental woman, but most of my women.  They were always such cold little things.  I'm a massive thing, I shouldn't be cold.

Checked blood sugar, just... because.  Suspected it would have gone back up.  To my surprise it didn't.  Right at 106.  Well, it went up, but I was more worried about it going to 130 to 160, or even higher.  This is a number I can happily live with.  Still, I'll bet tomorrow morning it will be back to 130 or 160, maybe higher.  It... just will.  Bleh.

I'm using the electric blanket tonight.  I don't use it on it's highest setting.  But I want to.  I don't use it to it's maximum time.  But I want to.  I use it at a mid-heat, for about three hours.  Though, that, honestly, is usually enough.  Once I get warmed, usually I can stay warm.

I haven't vacuumed up there.  Will, either when I go to bed, or when I wake up.  Was warm enough, and in shape, this morning.  But forgot.  And, got excited that Sassy brought me a mouse.  She so pleases me.  Dead, but fresh, whole, clean.  I so love my little killer girl.  Anyway, probably do it in the morning.  I'm... draining, as if life is seeping out.  And I need warmth, and dark, sleep... death.  All is good.  But, no death.  I need to vacuum.  Goodnight.