Up at three.

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And, yes, I vacuumed.  The upstairs.  I wanted to do the steps, but the collector is full, and I need to figure out how to empty it without making a mess!  Stupid thing.

Sassy was fed first thing, in part because I forgot her last feeding last night.  And... she was hungry!  Her belly was growling this morning.  Wow.  Okay.

I checked outdoors, hoping it hadn't snowed again.  No, looks like it's still as clean as when they cleared it yesterday.  Nice.  I was worried about that.  I need to get out today.  That infection is... becoming angry.  And it hurts something fierce.  I... need to get that looked at.  Now that I have a local source, that is possible.

I have a few packages to send back.  But will need someone to print the return labels.  So, those won't go today.  But I will get the labels sent out.  It's... what I can do.  I will want a shower, and to dry and dress well, before calling to see when I can get in.  Where it is.  And all that.  More aspirin, with morning medicine, until then.

I may have lost track of my other medicine?  I can't... remember.  Short term memory has started to suck, on this infection?  I suspect.  Though, the winter blues will kick me in the teeth too, from time to time.  I could see the two phenomena joining forces, though, too.

Headache, serious one.  Ugh.  Haven't had an actual headache in... months.  Since I went carnivore.  Not sure what is up with this.  Funny, of all the pains I have had, the headache being not among them is... very strange.  I used to have headaches three to five times a week, some as serious as migraines.  Some haunting me for days.  Not... something I miss.  But this?  It's... a typical headache.  Not bone, not migraine, so... in it's own way, it is extremely unusual.  I almost never had just normal headaches.  I'm... not even sure what to think of this.  I took aspirin, with medicine, and a healthy dose... as the leg really is gnawing on me.  That's as good as I can do.  Still here at noon, I'll... take some of the stronger stuff.

Blood sugar is 135 fasting.  Hmm, I have been brushing and gargling, first thing, lately.  I wonder if there is just enough sugar alcohols to kick my blood sugar reading up in the morning?  Because it comes down after eating.  I... may... switch that around, in the mornings.  Do the reading first.  Weekly average is 118.  Those are A1C's of approximately ~6.3 and ~5.8.  I can't knock those.  That is compared to 9.9.  Of course, I'm not sure I trust medical reads anymore.  They are paid to see sick people, and will put their thumbs on the register to get more money from the fed, or whoever is paying to have more sick people.  The whole medical industrial complex is beginning to make the military i.c. look... sick.  Far worse, dirtier, more lying, and more murderous.  Can't be trusted.  And, yes, that means your favorite doctor, nurse, etc.  They just have better bedside manners than the other killers.

I'm not even sure they realize how... murderous they are.  Indoctrination, these days, is... wickedly profound.  They make it all about numbers, and goals, and projected outcomes, so that no one looks too closely, and sees the intended outcomes.  Any time someone asks too many questions, they become pariah amongst their peers.  They are pushed out, cast out, shut out.  Initially, just to get them to shut up.  But, failing that, they lose accreditation, their license, employment or even the possibility of it.  Trust me, it's real.  The world has changed, grown quite dark.

Well... anyway.  We'll see.  Still have some input into treatment.  Can still reject, ask for a second opinion, and not accept certain treatments.  For the moment.  Best to have your shoes one, though, when going in.  I'll look up common treatments, and make sure that is what I am getting.  Not guarantee of the medicine, since I can't go get that myself.  But... probabilities are... better... knowing going in.

Paranoid?  You aren't, at this point?  *grins*  Better get it up, or I'll have to...

Later.