Some starts.

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Not much physical?  Mostly.  I did get out to check the walks, and drive.  It's 40 F out there!  With eight to twelve inches of snow.  The sky cleared off.  Bright and shiny, like a cold white beach.  So very bright.  I cleared the path, scooped off a few places where it iced over... and has thawed.  There were some places which just wouldn't lift.

I did what I could.  In spite of being forty, it... sure feels colder.  I wore out pretty quickly.  But, at least I took off some of the ice.  And cleared more furter out, so it won't be as likely to drain back in to some areas, then freeze over again.  I may get back out there again this evening.  If we get something, any time soon, it will be rain.  But, it will go cold and freezing shortly after, or as it grows dark.  This is the part of winter that is most frightening.  Thankfully I don't liver where flooding is more likely.  But, when discussing biblical stages of flooding, no one is safe.

Antibiotics... it must be them.  Look, I haven't been doing great this whole winter.  But when you add saddleweights to what has become a lightweight, there isn't much left.  Even just getting to food has become a double decker of trouble and toil.  I keep looking for opportunities.  And I'll take them when presented and even partially possible.  The shoveling, today, was... good.  Hopefully more, later.

The hospital called.  Set up an appointment.  Nice and local.  So, yeah.  The nice thing about getting into this program?  I think I may be able to find a local primary.  The one up there was okay, until... he wasn't.  Probably read some of my posts.  Was directed to read some of my posts.  They are thin skinned.  After the whole "vaccine" thing, I'm betting they are really getting hit, on all sides.  But, not as directly as I do it.  So, they hate on me hard.  Good.

It doesn't matter where, though, at this point.  They are all beyond suspect.  And everybody knows.  They are having a tough time getting people to even come in, even when they really need it.  And, there is a reason.  Things are changing.  Not for their good, if probably for ours.

It isn't just medical.  It's food, too.  We are trying to go to meat, or at least fewer carbs.  Some can't do it.  Or yet.  I'm having to push, hard.  It is difficult.  But it is a start.  Now to cut all the bad habits... shopping too much, eating the wrong things, drinking the right things, lots of things still to do.  But, avoiding "medical" advice, to a greater extent, shouldn't have had to be one of the things.  But, it is.  As a fact, every "professional" bit of advice needs to be ignored.  Financial, medical, political... name it.  They are all... what is the term?  Ah, fake, and gay.  Every single bit out there is to harm you.  Find the advise they are trying to shut down, censor, cut from publication and broadcast.  Then look it over carefully, some of that is false flag type stuff.  Maybe try it.

If it hurts?  But the results are good?  There you go.  Carnivore will hurt.  I doubt if most people can do it.  Heck, most people can't even do keto, even dirty keto.  But, yea.  If you want to get better, you can.  If you can.  The truth is... most of you can't.  Not even sure I can make it.  At least for me it isn't a social thing.  It's simply a difficult food program.  Cheaper than the other, though, oddly.  I... wouldn't have believed it.  Nice.  If... you can handle it.

Anyway... on to gaming a bit, I guess.  Having a heck of a time getting through this.  But... we'll see.  The game either cheats, or was poorly constructed though.  Getting killed from lag isn't right.  Ugh.  Later.