Up... for a while.

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Almost three hours?  Right.  What a thing.  I went to bed midafternoon yesterday?  15:30ish, if I had to say.  Slept until 6:38... give or take.  I... needed sleep.  Still do, but... Sassy needed fed.  I needed food, medicine, and drink.  I drained a lot last night.  Needed that too, but it messed with sleep.  And I slept cool.  Not cold, or bitterly cold, but I never could warm up well either.  Which... in part, is why I stripped the bed this morning.  And, will probably go up and switch the matresses around.  I... need a warm, long, deep, sleep.  Hopefully tonight.  Though I'll be letting Sassy up tonight, so we'll see.  Still, I love the rugrat sleeping with me.  There is something... kind about it.

Breakfast, first thing.  The second to the last dose of custard.  Even too watery, it's still pretty good.  And, I did learn, and am adjusting for next time.  Very very good, even with my error.  Plus a coffee, and a water.  I have been drinking and eating a bit extra lately.  Making up for the weeks, months?, when I couldn't, wouldn't, eat.  Nausea is mostly gone.  But may return?  Don't know.

I'll finish the steak, from yesterday.  But that will probably be it for the day.  For food and coffee.  Water?  I'll... drink as much of that stuff as I can.

I have quit the dinosaur game.  It is just absolutely too much for a single player.  Oh, you can cheat your way in.  But it's really meant for, say, ten to fifteen players?  Each getting a little part of the game?  One player can't do it.  They have devoloped add-ons, which allow your to automate.  But, the automation only goes so far.  With all the processes which have to go on, it's... not something a solo player could do.  Imagine, say, running a larger shipping center... alone.  Being the janitor, secretary, unloader, loader, scheduler, and everything else.  That's... getting close to what is required in the game, if you want to play it as it was intended.  Even a ten man team would be tight.

Who wants to play a game that is more like actual work?  Or... worse, like five jobs on permanent call?  No thank you.  The other game was only sort of interesting when they had extended challenges.  I have seen one of those in... a while.  Not sure if they have stopped having them, or if they exclude certain people.  In either case, it's... a dead game.

I have been looking for other games.  But not finding much.  Found a free one, about an automaton, in the French Revolution.  Turns out the revolutionaries top spy or hack man was a 'groid.  Had to laugh, and dump that as soon as it became apparent the developers were completely retarded.  Wes wases kengs!  F'nuts.  Off with their idiocy.  At least it was free, not even worth that though.  It isn't even a year old.  I can see why it was free.

I keep looking for something, non-retarded.  A simple shooter, or rpg which doesn't require 'groids or such in the group.  Etc.  Even jrpgs are corrupted by it these days, at least in the states.  Though they are probably trying to force it on their people, at this point.  They have succumbed to Clown World full stop.  Are they sending arms to Ukraine, and Taiwan yet?  Picking the losing side is a part of being in Clown World.  And look at how they dress.  For elites, it's... sad.

Blood sugar is up...  170 now?  Strange.  It was 143 fasting.  Bastards!  OH, the burrito.  Sometimes it takes a while for that to kick in.  Kefir and coffee, espcially done with my special ingredients, usually brings a higher fasting blood sugar donw.  Not this time.  Oh well.  It'll come back down in time.  Going to have that steak in a short bit.  Then just water the rest of the day.  Half steak, that is.

Raining outdoors.  But it sure lends a cold feel to the world.  Snow weather is usually more in the 20s to very low 30s.  Which is warmer then the wet rainy temps of mid 30s to maybe 40s.  Rain in the 50s or above is, usually, pleasant.  So, yes, it's colder.  It reads 31?  Must be coming down.  And, there is a skift of snow, on some small rougher patches?  It must be... going to slush/snow?  Or back and forth, because it is definitely raining, currently.

I did place another order for some of those specialized bandages.  I don't know if they will work.  I have four types, and two sizes?  Or... nearly.  Half 2x2s, half 4x4s.  Mostly made for wet wounds, or semi-wet.  That... should give me a start.  I can try the various types, find the one(s) that work the best, and size.  And, next month, order a more full supply.

I try to keep certain things on hand.  Not just for me.  I am... filling it back up as I learn, in practice.  I'll tell you, it is very good to have something just in case.  And, I'm probably not dead because I did my best, with what I had.  It wasn't what was optimal, but it was something.  And, it has lasted me six months.  I did what I could, and am refilling.  Plus adding more specialized kit.

Get... some of these things.  When you are on your back, with a fever, and chills, vomiting or at least with such intense nausea that getting out isn't possible, figuring out kit just... and maybe waiting a week or two for delivery?  Just isn't... smooth.  Having a decent kit that can last, probably, several wounds for several years, for one person?  Nice.  And bandaids to 8x8 (a few), and 6x6s, 4x4s, 2x2s, salves, iodine sticks, alcohol pads, other cleaners, plus a few other specialty (clear window, breathable bandages), and such?

Get it.  My problem is having thieves.  I had a whole box of self-adhesive wraps, in single use packaging.  All gone.  And other things, stolen... whole lots.  I can't keep filthy thieves out.  Hiding does no good, because then I forget where it is.  Ugh.

But, if you have people around, and can trust them, there is that.  I'm... figuring out how to... stow things.  But it's tricky when you can't be sure what has been stolen and where things might be.

I did put a bandage, with ointment, on last night before bed.  But it tore off?  Strange.  I redid the bandaging this morning, with ointment again.  It...won't tear off, nor cause my foot to swell.  Take your time with these things.  It may well be life or death.  Does it matter?  In one sense, no.  In another sense?  Your life isn't yours.  It's a gift, from God.  Your... responsibility?  Is to tend that life.  And, then, to tend the lives of others rightly, if they are capable of being a neighbor.  Which... you must assume, unless it is proven otherwise.  Then... either go, or... sort some things out.  So, it... really does matter.  And you can't trust medical, fully, these days.  Most studies are rigged, just to get money for more rigged studies.  Or, even rigged to harm people, through malpractice, intentional.  Even doctors, many of them, who consider themselves elite, want you dead.  No trust, especially after the non-vaccinating vax push.  Can't.  Use them, up to when your wits tell you not to.  Then... figure it out yourself.  Using old, more reliable, medical advice and procedure.

Anyway...  Lots of... interesting musical visits lately.  I... may put up a wall of sound later, from those.  Or... not.  We'll see.  Good day, younglings.