Food!

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It is good to have friends.  And, it just so happened one of them was on the way to my area, if for other reasons, already.  So a little stop was easy enough.  I ordered by phone, in hopes he wouldn't have to wait long.  And, I had cash and a touch more, for gas, time, bother.  Not much.  Just enough that it might be a polite, if small, thank you.

Burritos, big ones.  A number of them.  Two tonight.  I... haven't eaten in a while.  Wasn't hungry so much as needed... something in there.  Like dropping pebbles in a well.  Didn't even hear clattering, or feel a thud.  Could have eaten another, strangely?  But didn't.

I have enough for the next several days.  Only one per day.  The hope is to begin getting legs back, and energy to use them beyond.  Then, to begin cooking.  Tomorrow, or the next day.  Burger and a steak is thawed.  I do need to clean the griddle, oil and restore it a bit.  It's probably still pretty good.  The good thing about metal caps is they really keep a moderately well oiled and maintained grill in good condition for a rather long time.

Barely standing lately.  Not enough food in.  Not able to get food in.  Limits.  Hitting them.  It had warmed for a day, but that day was blazing!  Then dark weather closed back in.  I had to turn the furnace off, so it's staying around 68 up and down.  But will be getting hot, soon.  Thankfully I do have ac's here and there.

But, food will help.  Compression is helping get water out of the body.  Hopefully also helping heal the wound.  Working my best.  Digging out of a grave, perhaps.  But... okay.  If God says go, I'll... sure give it a shot.  I am giving it a shot.  Just being out of bed is... some serious work lately.

Meds, and supplements, and enough water, and peeing enough, and eating.  I'm having to fight for these things.  I don't always win.  I will keep at it.  Oh, bedtime.  So very tired.  If that food might be adding to sleepiness, it sure was good to put something in there, besides coffee, or water.

And... visitors.  Five hundred to nearly five thousand a day, for the last few days.  I still think that was my... dark but true gift to Mary.  Something about the woman... it's not just me.  Both among sinners and saints, I suspect.  Yes, the woman has a way with... the young.

On to bed.  Have a great night, sleep well.  I'll keep you in my prayers, even if I end up having to kill you.  If we can't play nice... play right?  Or... something.  Goodnight.