Dithering betwixt here and not.

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I have retained my mental faculties, but my flesh remains uncarriageable.  I cannot make it function.  Tomorrow, I hope to do a bit of work and take a little trip.  It is a goal, not a promise, and certainly not a surety.  Hmm, and I ought to check my blood sugar.  Yes, I keep forgetting to do that.  One morning then the task has slipped my mind.  I will do it when I take meds tonight.  Bleh.  I hate having to try to remember things in this sort of condition.  I just want to sleep, mostly.  Everything is an effort.  But I am trying.

I do have to work at staying awake.  Gaming helps, blog writing and reading, and sometimes simply thinking.  I have an article or three to write, more haiku to ponder, and things to do.  I will keep trying to just keep this side of the void, escaping further into life when able, and enjoying the little pleasure of this painless condition.  Bedtime, I think.  If I want to be up early enough to go to town in the day.

Be well.  Good night.