Strange how music can find me.

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Sometimes I go looking, sometimes not.  Sometimes I have to dig, shuffle through the deck, scrape and scrounge.  Sometimes nothing for a while.  Sometimes, though, and usually actually, it is the, or nearly the, first card in the deck.  Sometimes in my favorite color, too.  As follows.


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But what does it all mean?  Indeed.  Interesting question.  Though much as food, asking what it tastes like has little to do with whether it is good for you.  While there is bearing, from the question, it is not the most important of questions unless it excludes.  If you can't understand, or eat or safely eat, then the questions noted are vital.  Otherwise they are just echoes in an infinitely small and large echo chamber.  Even when the echoes seem to have faded they somehow come back around later, and forever, merely, in the end, numbing any possible responses that might bring answers.  Shhh, hush now baby, don't you cry.

Each will have their own meaning.  Some will decry by looks, others by a specific phrase, without looking at the whole.  I won't even claim those to be wrong.  I will only suggest that they have little to do with me.  If you are only, and always, in the light, stay there.  Anything you might believe that might lead you from the light?  Ignore.  Pass it by.  Do not seek.  However, if you struggle between light and dark, find those who have navigated both and who also choose which of those you would prefer.  Those who seek darkness lie.  But they are yet quite easy to spot.  Those of the light are also easy to see.  If you choose one, and suggest you were fooled, you... would already be on your way to darkness.  You will know.  If nothing else, pray.  I do promise, over time, you will know.

Mind you, I will not be your guide.  Not one way, not the other.  It's not my place.  I will only discuss the path I have followed.  If you see something, or things, in there, that highlight one or the other, and that is your way, use it.  The direction I have taken is not the one all choose.  Though, if you are of or from the light, first and foremost, and you go dark, hell will be especially harsh for you.  If you are dark, you already know why not, if you may not feel you have the capacity to choose wisdom.  You do.  You are salvageable.  The one who posted this, however, it seems, has never has his world changed... while being allowed to remember how it was.  Oh, yes, that can shake your timbers.

Oh, not God.  Only a god if nephilim were once considered such.  Assuming I am nephilim.  No other gods?  I think the commandment pretty much covers that.  No (strange) Gods (or gods really) before Me, He had written.  There are, by implication of language, other gods.  Just no Gods.  Even Christ and the Holy Spirit, while each God, is not another God, nor the same.  Much as a grandfather, had to be some form of father, and before that a son.  If the former, then all the others.  And each quite different.  As with the notion of Merlin, in what most understand as time, God seems to be living backwards through time.  A Son as the final form.  Just some thoughts.

Just... thinking.  And saying a few prayers.  Oh... something to consider?  Michael, St. Michael, Arch Angel?  He didn't defeat Satan with his strength, or his wisdom, or his skills.  He used Christ's name.  Now, mind you, that was Satan in full form.  Not quite as easy as it sounds, even so.  And, another thing, even this did not slay Satan.  Still, if you want to find the light, you have the name.  If you choose to leave the light, it can be as easy as kicking a puppy, and just as fruitful.  Later.