Odd questions.

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I'm... considering a post.  I really, sometimes, can't see where some questions arrive.  Although, with this one?  I thought about it.  The big L.  So... I looked back at music.  Then did a little search.  Oh.  Well.  Okay.  Some I knew.  Some I didn't.  At all.  Many were thematic, others were intended to be on the edge... but that edge?  Anyway.  I have a post, just not sure about publishing.  Actually I have two posts.  It's more complex than just one thing, or even two.  I'll think about posting.  Nothing anyone who reads here doesn't know.  Though... with the music?  Some of it snuck up on me... as much as that is possible to be coincidence is another issue.

Not sure I should publish.  Nothing most common readers don't know.  Even those asking should know.  Bait?  Not... sure.  Though, truth?  If you have a pole, why dive?  There is more to it, of course.  The trickster hides in profound, sometimes disturbing ways.  Sometimes for good reasons, sometimes not so much, it is the nature of things in any case, sometimes.  Still, pole.

My blood sugar did spike to over 300, as I mentioned.  But whether it was bubble gum or a sugar replacement remains to be seen.  After eating a pretty good spot of food, not grossly huge, but a meal and an half, and a bit more shortly... but with the food eaten, and time to relax from the first meal... my blood sugar is already down to 230's.  I just...  Oh, and I am using the sugar replacement that seems to be better.  I have a few more to try though.  And I want to try to other one again, but on a day where nothing could interfere with the results.

I am quite pleased with the fasting.  Even if I bungled the project, it was a little thing and I can make sure to not do it again.  Though, as noted, it might just have been the sugar replacement.  Which is part of the experiment... to find what works and what doesn't.  Oh... while at it I found a really good deal on sugarless gum.  I ordered a number of plenty packs.  It is just something for those tween times.  Tea is okay, water might be okay with gum, but... I just need a few techniques and items by which to vault the hunger and frustration.  *gnom, gnom, gnom...*  It does, or can, help.  *gnom*

Tomorrow is a 24-hour fast.  I have boiled, peeled, eggs to break the fast.  That seems... better.  More solid foods seem to hurt the stomach just a bit.  Oh... one more meal, tonight yet, with grapefruit.  Love that stuff.  Later or good night.

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Wait...  After I failed, or so I thought, with gum balls, I... went ahead and splurged.  I had, like, 20, after my meal... cause I thought wtf... innit?  Then switched sugar alts.  If the gum, just, say, 6 pieces, from earlier, had raised my blood serum, then 20 would have jacked it.  Same time split, just different sugar replacement.  Oh, and with food in there too.  Yeah, it was the sugar replacement.  I'll test sometime later this week.  But I am all but sure it wasn't the gum.  Morz!  :p

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Don't worry...  I'll put the post back up in about a week, as well as the companion post which only got a time-stamping posting.  When everyone isn't looking.  Where everyone isn't looking.  Or sooner.  I hate posting some things.  Especially if I feel baited to it.  Good night.