So odd, at least to me.

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Two meals down, just about ready to head into the next 48-hour fast, and blood sugar is at 232.  I didn't do the one and two hour test.  Not even, now, exactly sure about the timing.  Yeah, well... I might be improving (?).  That doesn't mean I am well, or on top of things yet.  It was a bit warmer today too.  Not truly hot, but warm.  Warm enough to maybe throw me off my game.  That wasn't all of it, though it might have been what sideswiped me around meal times... throwing my timing and planning off.  It'll happen from time to time.  I'll just keep at it.

I am not sure how things are going to go.  Weight loss first?  Insulin levels down?  Food choices will play the lead part.  Though I am finding that all I have been told isn't... true.  Not for me.  Some things that I was told are death are not.  Some things I was told are good are not.  I am going to have to do more sorting before I can really get some baselines.  Now, whether people are trying to harm others, whether they simply sold out, or perhaps they are simply ignorant?  Who knows.  I simply know that, for myself, I will have to explore, test, and do that over and over.  I'll probably never get an exact thing, but I might get a much better idea of exactly what foods cause me problems.

I would guess that what afflicts a type-1 might have little or no affect on a type-2.  More, I would bet dimes to dollars that species makes a difference.  Further, I am betting there are even difference within groups, right down to the individual.  How pronounced is the difference?  Depends on the group, and maybe the person.  As questionable as peer-review, and even the will of the medical industrial complex to heal, I'm not sure we are getting anything like good research.  With elites thinking robots can replace workers, and elites thinking they no longer need the rest of us, I'm truly thinking it is much more involved than simply incompetence.  Time will tell.  On the good side?  God really doesn't put up with such.  If I am what I suspect, that has been scarred into our genetic memory... don't mess with the talking monkeys!  Or... the other ones.  :p  Hmm... the smart ones?  No, not brighter than men of renown.  Oh... the ones who abide God?  No... the ones who CAN abide God.  Right.  The rest are still fair game, if I think even they have a purpose.

Well... a bit of music, perhaps a review of what is passing for news (not reading much, it's all junk, and worse... it's meant to keep people for looking), visiting a few blogs... some news and commentary there.  As I keep saying, while Trump is as good as it gets, don't... expect much.  He is pro-American, but Democrat, really.  If he does the wall there is a chance.  I don't know about the Republican party.  If they take him in, and help him... not sure if that is good or bad.  I suggested that there is yet reason for hope, but that hope probably shouldn't be wasted on politics.  We don't have friends in high or low places.  Family, local friends, or none.  Believe it.  I still think they will be using Trump in an attempt to humiliate conservatives, again.  Just... don't let them get to you.  Whether he simply ruins his run, letting her in... or wins then betrays... expect it.  Don't let them break you.

Good night.