Better, after many hours of sleep.

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I did wake, if a bit roughly, around 7:30.  Just to close up the downstairs.  I may have fed the girls.  I keep thinking of going to once a day plus dry with them, but then they become... weird with food.  Actually, though, they are still weird with food, just not, quite, as ferociously.

I was in such pain that it was back to bed.  Blood sugar was 133 then, is 132 as I actually wake now.  I thought I was waking for the day, so did a reading at 7:30.  BP, as I wake, is better, at 129/89 with a pulse of 94.  The pulse is still off.  The bp is good(er) but a bit lower than usual.  After a bit of work with a milder light and the bathroom mirror, I was able to get dilation last night.  Dilation was a bit clunky, but it worked.

Poison to be sure.  For some of us, those who have been dead before?  Those of dark parentage?  The sun can really hits us.  It gets easier through the summer, but each year that passes, for me, that first large exposure gets worse.  Toss that in with sleeping on the hard floor, and you get what you get.

I had slept from 18:00 to 21:00, then was up to a quarter after midnight.  Then slept until 7:30 until about 8:00.  Finally waking at 13:30.  Sleep, itself, is wonderful.  Going to bed, getting down to the floor, isn't bad.  Getting up is still a challenge.  Using those muscles ignites an internal burn.  I am still sweating almost an hour later.  Want to prove you have what it takes?  Just for a challenge, vow to sleep on the floor until you can do it without difficulty, but at least a month.

Use sleeping mats, a rug, bundles of blankets, I'd even spot you a minor mattress (baby).  I'll bet, even if you have a bad back, you will end up in far better shape.  No worries, most just want a pill or to be left alone in their misery.  Actually suffering through to health is too much to ask, which is why doctors have given up on us, and why I have to force their hands!  Gah!

Dinner isn't until... 16:00 tonight, 18:00?  I'll figure it out.  If the latter, tonight is the last late night meal.  If so... while not ready for a three day fast, a single day fast might work?  That way I would fast, pretty much, weekly.  That wouldn't be a bad thing at all.  Intentions?  The return of vitality to the church.  Would require removal of a few scabs, and allowance of gangrenous discharges.  Doable.  Been done before.    Either that or accepting end times.  God's will, not mine, if we each play our part for which we will be judged.  Amen.