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I finally got around to brushing my teeth. It isn't just mild tunnel vision. My eyes are not able to dilate. I could see myself, but not well. Couldn't focus. I don't know, but that seems really bad. It has been this way for days now. Oxygen deprived too, or it sure feels like it. Poisoned.
There are simply too many disparate symptoms for it to be natural. Ten to one no autopsy will be done should I die. Definitely no legitimate autopsy. Lungs are failing, breathing is too difficult, not enough oxygen. Couldn't be just from sleeping on the floor. I may call down, see if there is a triage nurse on call. There is no way I could drive down, can't see right.
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Call 911, I was told. Will they get me to the V.A.? No. I can't afford an emergency room visit, and the V.A. never pays. I can't drive, both exhaustion and vision issues. Tough, I guess. Not much to do else. She is putting in for my doc tomorrow. A consult. But if things haven't improved, I'll need to get a ride. BP is very low, at 90/70 but the pulse was 102.
Will see tomorrow. Time to shut the water off and hit it.
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