Dawn?

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When does it even happen?  Of course, being overcast, living in a mountain valley which is open north and south, in October?  Lucky to notice daytime at all.  Fine.  I wonder if there is a local source which accounts for the mountains to express when dawn actually arrives?  Sure, I could just look.  But... that takes effort and awareness, things not always available.  Why would I like the information?  Well, so when possible, to go look.  While dying, if albeit slowly, I am finally able to be slightly more aware.  I would like to see the bits of the world around me as I drift off.

Oh, the cap is really making life more pleasant.  While it didn't keep my legs as comfortably warm during the day as at night, it was an improvement compared to days without the cap.  Rather than numb or worse iceblocks for legs, they are merely mildly frigid.  I need more caps, however, if one is to be worn most of the time.  I won't always wear them when going out, though at times perhaps.  What, several for day and night, a few extra for wash schedule?  I'll look at several types, see if there are better ones for day and night or in general.  The one I am using is a thinner synthetic.  Other than being a bit small, it serves.  I just don't want itchy ones.

Blood sugar was 168 fasting.  Better.  I used less fast acting this morning.  Less last dose last night, and the final blood sugar was 122.  Maybe it is working toward working out.  I will hold off the call, as the numbers are heading enough in the right directions, all around, to let the thing ride.

A fatted tea, plus cheese, a few mushroom slices, salami, and pepperoni... about a quarter cup of cream and an ounce and an half of the other fats, for breakfast.  I believe steamed cabbage with a few of those mixed patties and mushrooms for lunch, perhaps supper too.  Nothing fancy, but.  Actually, something about mushrooms and cabbage really works.  Add butter and meat, and it is rather special.

A shower, the ducks, a few calls...  I don't know what I need to do.  I just know I have to try to wake and move, call and dig out... do... some... things.  I'll... be thinking then hopefully doing.  I am not tired, I just can't seem to think clearly, or remember what I need, or want, to do.  I may need a nap to clear my mind.  Later.