Everything took a long time.

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Not just doing, getting to it.  Difficult.  Cranky.  Sore.  Tired.  I finally got medicine set up.  Felt foolish though, as there was a day left.  I should have taken it earlier, just didn't see that portion of it.  I set up one and an half months, with nineteen days with everything.  The other days will have to wait until I get a refill.  Still, that gives me time to see if it is working.  I will have to stay awake a few more hours before I will take night pills.  Even that is pushing it.  So it goes.

Blood sugar is 113.  Nice, but... it seems to jump a lot during the night.  Doesn't make sense.  I didn't even close the calorie gap, still 300 shy, give or take.  However, that was... pretty good... fixing macros and calories, on the fly.  Tomorrow will be much better.  Given that, so far, it looks like an extra drop of liquid sucralose is... diabetically manageable.  But that is one trial, not exactly a certainty.

My mother called.  I was a bit surprised.  Just a bit of a talk.  She sounds happy, comfortable.  Her brother is getting her out tomorrow.  All good.  Is she happy, or is she smiling through it?  At our ages and healths, actually, it could go either way.  I might get grumpy, about this or that, or things, from time to time.  But, yes, I... am happy.  And, I suspect she is, mostly.  We might not get our way, all of the time, or seemingly any of the time.  And, yet, what we have is still pretty good.  Or... so it seems.  I believe her, mostly.  I just wish I could afford to see her one last time.  I'll never get to see my brother's family, either, most likely.  It's... just how it goes, at a point in life.  Back to not always getting what we want.  I have... found family here, of a sort.

It is about 27 to 29, or through the day.  I didn't get out and get the hydrant thawed, perhaps tomorrow.  I'm going down, hard.  Sleepy type.  I have to be awake a few more hours, and to take pill meds.  I suppose I can feed the girls, check their litter, get slow insulin in, if not in that order.  Then more gaming?  Perhaps looking over the internet, see if anything is changing I might want to know about.  Doubt it, but who knows.  Later, or goodnight, etc.