Risks.

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Yes, I should be in bed.  If actually it is earlier than I had worried, before looking.  Time flies, but can seem to fly more than it has, at times.  I've been so tired all day I am surprised I am not yet in bed as well.  I... started playing, to chill.  Didn't chill, got lost in the game.  Still, just at 23:00.  I... can do that.

The risk?  For whatever reason, blood sugar is 84.  That... seems low.  It is low.  But it isn't out of bounds.  And, often, while sleeping, blood sugar rises.  For this once, I am going to go on to bed, as is.  I have candies up there.  Actually, I have carb tabs too.  The VA sent those with my last order.  And I have water, so I don't just choke on those.  I'll use the tabs, first, as I think they are a little better?  Dirty, but not as dirty?  Maybe, maybe not.

This will be the lowest blood sugar I have gone on to sleep with, that I am aware.  And, yes, it makes me nervous.  I can only hope, as usual, the symptoms of a negative spike will wake me.  They have in the past, and do during the day... if I am paying attention.  Even if lightly, I... generally have a good sense.  It's, just, this is so close to a very bad number.  Well... only one way to find out, learn.  If it doesn't kill me, I'm golden.  If it does?  I'm even better, if that absolutely isn't the plan.  My mother would... well... kill me, again, somehow.  Or gripe about it until we could talk about it.  :)

Be well, sleep well, God's blessings, and good dreams.