How long has it been?

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I... can't remember the last time I left the house.  If you add up the last three times I have been out, it might well add up to months.  Have I been out in December?  I am almost thinking not.  If so, it was very early on.  Anyway.  Beside wanting food, I decided to get cream and some milk.  This time, for sure, I will begin turning the milk into kefir.  The stuff I have is very old.  Might or might not work.  If so, it might be rather bitter the first few shots.  So, will just make kefir grains, if possible.

Now, I grabbed yogurt, instead of cream!  Had to go back.  Three yogurts?  Ugh.  I'll see if I can find one or two containers a good home.  Oh, and I pulled enough to catch up on the milk bill.  I... am late on that.  And something else.  But... it... goes that way.

The burgers were good, and fries.  With blood sugar up to 126 earlier, and having fries, I went with 15 cc's of fast acting.  Three hours later?  Blood sugar is 85!  Gah.  I will have a fatted coffee, and hope that is enough.  I won't check or otherwise bother, unless I start feeling ill.  Still, it's good to have a treat once every rarely.  Oh, those have 58 net carbs, 63 with 5 fiber.  Fiber?  I'm thinking 63 net.  Pshah!

Then again, that is the only non-fiber, non-vegetable carbs I have eaten in... probably fifteen days.  I wouldn't want to do it two days in a row.  I am hoping not to do it two months in a row.  But... you never know.  Still, I am a bit impressed with blood sugar.  Though, we will see tomorrow.  It can seem nice the day of, then bounce for the next week.

I received a picture of my mother, holding a Merry Christmas pillow.  She is looking well, to be honest.  I think the nursing home is doing very good for her.  Oh, I'm sure there are... things.  But, she is sure looking healthy.  I'll be sure to give her a call tomorrow.  And, I think I received a Christmas gift from my brother.  A Whirly popcorn popper.  I'll be sure to thank him, as well.

My gifts are half out, half waiting.  Ugh.  Some years!

Anyway... it was good to just be out.  The trick of finding the milk place was... a fun game.  Ended up the next city over.  I was almost sure it wasn't that far, but didn't see the state line.  You know how it is with someone riding you, and you not being sure, plus it being plum dark out there?  All good.  Found it right straight the second time.

Well, on to finishing my fatted coffee.  Then to bed, when possible.  Still a bit... riled.  Being out there... drives my adrenalin to serious heights.  The world is a dangerous place.  Even the little part of it I claim.  Still, I... enjoy the thrill.  Would do it more often if I could.  Amen and goodnight.