A good sign.

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I was beginning to worry.  About bp.  I took medication when I woke up.  I added more.  Not even half of what I had been on, but double what I was taking... if that... tells you anything?  But, of just one medicine, too.  Not the four I was taking.

Then, I started gaming.  I felt something... shift.  A bit frighteningly, to be honest.  So I checked blood pressure.  It is 122/88, with a pulse of 85.  Was that was shifted, down?  I suspect so.  Good, good, I had been worrying.  This evening, with this read, I will only take half what I took this morning.  Not sure how to approach this though.

I mean, while I may need to take extra medication, once a day, I would rather take that in the afternoon.  In case it makes me sleepy.  Doing my best to arrange my medication so that I can live more of a life?  Something like that.  In any case, that my bp came down is... very good.  That did cause me some concern.  To see the numbers fall in line, then go crazy?

Now, was it the bacon?  Was it the increase in blood sugar from the the apples?  Both?  I just don't know.  What I am becoming more certain of, is that by eating a fairly strictly carnivore diet, those numbers come into, and generally stay, in controlled ranges.

Medicine won't do it.  My doctor pretty much just... is a medicine salesman.  Which is... actually worse than a used car salesman.  Imagine if a used car salesman was selling cars that, at some point, would intentionally kill the driver.  That was it's intention, how it had been rigged.  That is a doctor, at this point.  He doesn't care, as long as he and his are set up.  What makes me wonder is... does he roll those dice with things like the "vaccine" for himself, and his own family?  And, truth be told?  I'm not sure which would be worse... that he does... or that he pushes these things on others while keeping his family safe.  He... has to know.

What did it take to break them, from their original oaths?  Do they, now, only get in... if they believe there are too many people?  And that as many, as possible, should die?  Has their craft just taught them to hate their "fellow man"?  Is their indoctrination simply toward evil?  Is it conscious, or unconscious... their will to death these days?

No, I... don't trust them.  I will use them, to my benefit, as I see it.  No more, no less.  Same with all medical.  It is not to be trusted.  Dangerous, but required at this point.  There... are other places, where... self medication is allowed... if at one's own coin.  Though, only to within certain points.  Limits.  If some limits are... advisable.

Anyway... looking better.  I just had a few eggs, or I would check blood sugar.  I am hoping it is coming back down, or will.  Odd how that will stay elevated.  Then again, it may have been the bacon.  Though I am careful with ingredients, I don't think they always write what all is really in there.  They realize people aren't interested in sugars, so are just keeping them off the labels.

Doctors are selling poison for the poison you are eating.  Trust either big pharma, big biz food, or big medical at your great peril.  It took me decades to escape.  We'll see if it works out.  To be honest?  If they kill me, outright, at this point?  It will be for this.  All other secrets are buried too deeply to be sussed out.  My other secrets are buried with all others who would have known them.  Even "they" don't directly know... if they might suspect.  Patterns, and things.  Tracks, in the mind, body even.  They... know.  But this?  This, recovery through food?  That's a threat... to those who want us all dead.

Still... so glad the number has come down.  Hopefully blood sugar will follow.