Not quite a start?

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But... a start, in truth.  Just not a working start.  First, as waking, I have been reviewing the game I downloaded last night, and the other game I was thinking about.  Just... gaming tips, and such.  Eyes are bleary.  Dry eyes, for various reasons, including that I am retaining less fluid.

As I was checking on the second game, that I hadn't downloaded/bought, one of the things I wanted to see was price.  I checked on amazon, then on the ps5 store.  Oh, looks like I already have the game.  It may have been a freebie, one I added to my collection, but never downloaded.  Was probably in a game I liked, at the time.  So, while looking on other things, online, I went ahead and downloaded that game too.  That was... easier... and cheaper... than anticipated.

Raining, or sprinkling hard really, outside.  It's cold, but not cold enough?  It's 37 out there.  Oh, and no... it's RAINING!  Wow.  Sounded less, but was much more.  A wall of water.  How very odd.  Should be snowing.  If I'll bet, at the higher altitudes, it's snowing to beat the band.  And, not all that much higher either.  OH!  But that is some cold water, boys and girls!  Wow!

A vinegar tonic to start the day.  I just, some days, feel the need for extra... everything.  Water in it, electrolytes, apple cider vinegar in this one though red or white wine vinegar does well.  It helps me quench some harsh thirst, dry throat, deep hunger for water that simply drinking water can't fix.  Though I am needing it less often.  Whether because of the season, or medicine, or food changes?  Who... ever knows.

But, after finishing that, coffee.  After stepping out into that cold rain, something inside me curled up and is chilled.  Hot coffee, maybe a double dose.  Hot.  I'd even think of having a scotch after that.  Something ugly about that hard of a cold wet.  It's probably as close to freezing without being snow as it can get, or very close.  And there was so very much of it.  *splash*  Youch!  Still?  I love me some body shocks.  Wakes me right the heck up!  YooooHoooo!  Wouch!

On to coffee.  Then tinkering on the new game.  When I warm, maybe on to tinkering with the dishes.  Once those are set, possibly some laundry started?  Then gaming again.  Trying to shove some things through.  If I can get dishes completed, and bacon done by early afternoon, I'd like to get another shower in.

I have been doing well enough to stand to brush my teeth.  That had stopped, because I couldn't stand for long enough this week.  The last three days have been good, and I have been able.  You can't do what you can't do.  But, care is coming back.  Food is becoming available.  Life is... becoming good.  Even just playing games?  I... really wasn't able, and haven't been able to play games for months, not well.  Ugh.

Coffee!  Later.  Oh... women... have been on the mind.  Something seems to be... returning.  I've always liked women, or... things about them.  But, lately, it's been from a distance.  Now?  Something is... suggesting I get closer.  A lot closer.  Ugh.  Wugh, too.  :p