I did try.

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I struggled with the alarm longer than I normally would.  Resets, the snooze bar.  I was trying to force myself awake over some block.  I simply could not stumble awake.  Once awake, I could not function.  I kept hoping I might get wind to the sails.  It simply would not happen.  I won't be doing much today.  One part of me wants to go back to bed, the other part is too awake now.  I don't hurt, I just can't feel anything.

The machine finished updating last night.  I suppose it is about as good as it gets.  The printer works, more or less.  When it wants to.  A couple of things I tried to print, if from internet connections that weren't allowed all their cookies, wouldn't print out.  Some things have printed, such as the map.  Such is the way of things, I suppose.

Today?  Rest.  I have no choice.  A nap in a few hours, most likely.  I might pile dishes into the bin, and soak them.  Other than that, I don't know.  Not much.  I pushed a little too hard in several areas, pulled out of a fall, if I think I just delayed it.  I have food prepared that will last a day or two.  I thawed some of the new pork, and could grill that tomorrow.  I am simply too tired, right now, to think much.

I am disappointed that I didn't make it.  I had more reasons to go than I have discussed.  It just wasn't a choice.  At least I prepared, in case I could go.  Maps, clothes, shoes, all ready.  I did what I could for as little as that means, sometimes.

Later.