Today... today?

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I simply don't know.  I think I remember the list.  A call to the faucet manufacturer, then packaging and returning what is required.  Oh, a shower sometime earlier this morning so that I am ready to just go later.  Hmm... and some other stuff.  I don't need to return a package, as I caught the UPS delivery and returned it right on the spot.  After a shower, setting up a load of dishes would be good.  Perhaps folding some or all of the laundry I washed the other day could be done.  The kitchen needs a bit of work too.  Today might just be used for minor things, a minor trip to town, and an attempt to get caught up so I can go a bit further.

I went to be rather early, and slept long, past the alarm time.  I know I dreamed... odd little thoughts carried out to their realistic conclusions, as if a program that cracks numbers.  A little life with a woman, but I don't know if it was past or future.  Just a little domestic reality of the more mundane but pleasant sort.  I tried to hold details from the dreams, but they didn't make it past the alarm.  Leaving only scant notions and pleasant feelings.  When it is all good, being with a woman, or figuring out life in general, are good things.  While I do enjoy the hard parts just as well, sometimes more so depending on mood, want, and need, the simple times are good as well in their own rights.

Ah, I forgot to turn the heat up yesterday.  That is fine, after I take a shower and dress.  But, as it went yesterday, no shower was taken.  I simply never reached escape velocity.  The lower temp in the home didn't help.  I am still a bit rough and tumble, not moving fast or thinking well, just alive and awake and unsure about much.  I'll do what I can to shake out of this.  I have goals.  I will push to get to some or all of them.  The truth, as always, is that sometimes I can, sometimes I can't.  Time will tell.  Later.