Is it the weather?

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Weather, yes.  A bit.  That and having pushed on topping shoving.  Lost my balance and tipped over a bit.  All good.  I will simply attempt to regain my footing and get back at it.  Still, that was a heck of a run.  I believe I will be back at it before long.

The speed reading book has turned into a quagmire.  Tons of exercises.  Too many to practically do daily, as far as I see things.  I'll need to catalog, test which if any seem to help, dump the junk, and go from there.  But, for now, I have sidled over to memory improvement.  The first unit was a complete wash.  Something about "yes you can", and "you aren't an idiot", and crap like that.  If I needed a cheerleader I would have hired one.  I don't need to be told what I can't do, I don't need inspiration, just give me the goods and get out of my way.  After speed skipping through, looking for a real start, I think I found it.  I'll begin later.  Don't... just don't waste my time, authors.  Don't.  I guess they aim at the snowflakes?  If they are that damaged, let me give you a clue, you can't help them.

I did pull the chicken, to thaw.  It wasn't thighs, as I had thought, but drumsticks.  All good.  I also pulled liver for today... which ended up being heart?  Well... fine.  I didn't set the kefir creme fraiche up until just now though.  Which is fine.  The chicken has to be partially cured, which takes a day.  I added a bit more kefir to this batch, which means it will ferment a bit more quickly, in theory.  Depends on temps, and those seem to be dropping?  Some weather formation is coming through.

Nothing quite feels right.  I am tired, deep in.  Not like after a sprint, more like after a marathon.  Cool.  I would guess, over those days of work, my efforts were pretty much like that of a marathon.  Especially given both health and conditioning.  So far I am, mostly, keeping up.  I am sleeping a great deal as well.  I would say that my sleep time, usually six to ten hours, has become more like my awake time.  Which means a lot of sleep per day.  At least my days haven't become more like two days in one.  It's an ugly time.  It should improve before too long.  If my blood sugar and weight are going back up, I can't really mind.  Right now, I truly need more food.  Though maybe this is from the cheese and extra food throwing me off.  Yeah... I don't think I'll order large treats like that again, in any case.  Though... that may be the only way to try some of the various cheeses.  I'll think about it.

Dishes, laundry, a shower or bath, reading would all be good.  I'd love to hit the boxes.  I don't know what I can or will do.  Later.