A problem and chores.

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The toilet backed up.  Thing is, it flushed fine.  Was clear.  Then... it just... wasn't.  Very odd.  Nothing should have backed it up.  Pee just doesn't do that.  I checked the temp.  Air temp suggested 36.  Even so, I do wonder if the ground froze?  That has caused backups before.  I... have to suspect.  Still, after this and that, it is clear.  Thankfully.

Chores were done.  I am losing track of days, so always worry that I'll go out there and find them all dead.  Or even a few of them.  I have put enough food and water for two days, usually easily.  And, try to get out there daily anyway.  But... that doesn't always happen.  Most of the waterers were empty, but some had food.  Some had a lot of food, strangely.  Others were empty.  Very odd.  But... for today, done.

I haven't had more fruit.  And, a good thing.  Blood sugar is up to 143.  Not horrible, but enough.  As well, I am feeling much better.  That 90 and dropping, or even hovering, was making me feel rather ill.  Even now, I feel a little off from the extended lower blood sugar.  Just wasn't ready for a two hundred point drop, especially just from diet.

I may have another fatted coffee, before bed, but only two drops this time.  And, probably less total.  Which isn't a bad program.  I don't mind cutting caffeine intake.  I won't say I'll ever quit it, but less isn't bad.  I did think about eggs and bacon, but I just... I'm done doing things.  Didn't even get to dishes.  Will, soon enough.  I hope.

Some coffee, checking a few things in the game, then on to bed.  Hmm, may try to call my mom.  Called her yesterday, she was... busy?  I was going to bed, so I told her not to call later, but that I loved her.  Hey... it's as good as we can do, sometimes.  We all try, even when, especially when, we don't feel like it.  And, she knows.  

Always remember to tell the ones you love that you love them.  Assuming they know is not good enough.  Say it especially when angry.  Someone asked me what I would do if I knew I would die tomorrow?  I told them that I would do exactly what I am doing.  It is as much as I can do, and in the best direction I know to go.  Amen.  Goodnight.