Eight hours, or so.

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Down a bit after 11:00, up a bit after 17:00.  It is 57 out there.  Not bad, but still on the cool side.  And, it was an at least partly sunny day.  All good.  I guess.

For no particular reason, trash and recycling have been put out.  Sure, they needed to go.  But, they weren't really on any list.  Friday through Sunday is usually when they hit the list.  Still, all good.  Needed to go.  While there wasn't much volume, as I haven't been cooking or cleaning or else, much, by time... they really... needed to go.  Done.

Dishes are the prime target of the list.  Well, cleaning the cleared freezer top is next.  But, not only am I a going to push dishes through today, I am also going to push putting the clean dishes away quickly.  I want to get back to cooking, and get some real foods too cook, soon.  Maybe nothing fancy.  But... food, real food.  Stews, using chicken broth... meats; roasts, chops, burger, cooked and ready for several days to a week.  And, the better veggies.  Plus leafy greens.  While I am getting salad, mostly prepped, I may begin getting other types of lettuce, to add to it.  Better greens.  I can't pass up the convenience, but I can add in some better greens as well.  I do my best.  If my best has been little better than a beastly way, lately.

Blood sugar was 259 fasting.  Figured it would be high.  Odd how I can get it lower, during the day, sometimes.  But, yeah, right now, just getting back to some sort of rhythm one medicine and food is that priority... better food.  The rest will just have to come back into line as it may.  Ugh.

Still a bit tired, a bit sore, with a minor headache.  But... far better than when I woke yesterday, or went to bed last.  Tough days, but better.  Painkiller helped.  I'd do it again, but as I have mentioned, it doesn't work well twice in a row.  And, the combination is not the healthiest stuff out there.  If you need a sledge hammer, every day, then change the process.  Or understand it.  I do what I can of both, if often just suffering through pain.  Meh.  As mentioned, that keeps me... aware.  It's only when I become numb from it that... I try to find another other way.

Yes, dishes, a shower, medicine.  I've been doing well, back on medicine, mostly?  Well, for a day.  As with insulin.  I keep falling off, but realizing it and getting back on.  Missing doses, here and there, sometimes able to make it up, sometimes not.  Doing my best.  So very tired, mind fog...  But, keeping at it.  And, beginning to do bits and more bits of work, here and there.  Will never catch up.  But, can... do some things.

I have started on the boxes.  Mostly, currently, finding cd's, dvd's, and games, and getting them together, eventually to be put into the living room, near the 'bookcase' for them.  But, while doing that, I may try to get those boxes, and the loose stuff, sorted and collected, in some sort of order.  Bit by bit.  I'll keep at it.  But a shower, right after dishes are finished and drying, would be superior.  And another tomorrow.

I'll keep trying.  Beeping, for something or other?  Time to feed Sassy, for one thing.  Cleaned her litter last night, and changed her water yesterday.  Been feeding and treating her well enough too.  Later.