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Headache.  From sleep being so topsy-turvy.  Ah, but I got to see the sun for a bit.  Will go do chores, to see it more?  Oh, but I have to refill the little waterers.  Ugh.  Still, should be quick.  I can hope the sun is still out.  Seemed like a moment ago, but moments move so... quickly... around the dying.  But the pain from that, and else, is... mild, today.  Just enough to grump just a bit.  Then get on with it.

Water is warming, for breakfast.  Teeth are brushed, I'll get medicine in today.  I stumbled three or four times last week, on medicine, missing several nights.  I could make up for some of it, but not all of it.  I have to get back on track.  Done well the last two days, would like to stabilize this week.  Then, if I can be good on medicine this week, begin checking bp next week.  But... I keep forgetting insulin.  I'm not eating often, and have been eating canned beans with or without whatever meats I can find.  So, not eating right, but not eating often.

Medicine was the package, last night.  So, I'll... get that arranged.  But, too, I need to figure out how to get to the V.A. for a blood test.  He, as a doctor, medical provider, has the right... and need... to check that.  Absolutely fair enough.  It's... just... a matter of getting there, when I am in this condition.  If I can't get there by next Tuesday, I'll call and see what we can arrange.  I don't like the arrangements, so, will... try to sort this out!  Ugh.

A call about money owed.  I am patient.  That patience has been pushed.  If it were twenty, or fifty, that would be one thing.  Larger amounts... if too, it has been months...  Not.. happy.  Oh, I understand.  He is over a barrel himself.  But, sometimes, you have to kick barrels.  It's... how the world works.  Nobody likes to kick barrels, stir shit, stomp in mudpuddles, hit bee nests, but... sometimes, that's what has to be done.  I have been on both sides.  Not favored, sometimes required.  Amen.

Okies.  Now to get to chores, in the hopes of being out in a bit of sun, even just for moments.  It's only 42 out there, even so.  But, I can handle that, 32 wasn't beyond me.  I've gotten used to the cool, again.  Leaving one window open, upstairs, keeps it in the high 50's up there.  Two windows dropped it into the low 50's, which I didn't prefer.  So... yeah.  Anyway.  Best get to it.  Later.