Awake.

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Up forty five minutes ago.  Difficulty figuring things out this morning, just running a bit rough.  No, not from the affairs of last night, merely because, is can be the case.  I slept fairly well.  Did more prayers, to manage my end of what happened, and else.  Then let it go, if that all did keep me awake far longer than usual.  Anguish will do that.  Funny how hatred used to not bother me, even after I had let my hatreds go.  I've... become a simpleton.  I... don't mind.  I'm just surprised I have changed that much.  Didn't see that coming.  Thought I'd always be bitter as arsenic laced shoe leather.

When I woke, I checked the temp.  It was 78 at about 14:20?  Or so.  The temp was sure, the time is give or probably add a handful of minutes.  I did spot dark weather to the West.  But hadn't checked if it seemed to be moving, or was just sitting, glaring.  When I realized I hadn't looked for movement, I thought about going out for that.  But, was too tired, and then... just... forgot.

I did a few things.  Fed my furry friend, had my first brb, then checked blood sugar... 202?  Oh well.  It looks like vinegar has done what it may.  Still, that is less than the 360 to over 650 where it usually runs, without interventions and careful eating.  It's as good as it will get, but I will take it.  It's... what I can do.  More fasting?  I suppose.  Definitely intermittent fasting.  And, a few days a month, absolute fasting.  A part of my prayer cycle, as well.  I will do that.  If I can get to exercise, that would help too.

While I was finishing a few things, and getting the internet to work... was fiddly this morning... almost thought they had killed my computer or internet.  Yes, they have that kind of pull.  Bureaucrats, public, private, religious, are all one body, at this point.  They work together for what the government tells them is the common good.  Lethally, if they believe that is correct, and are given said instructions.  Believe as you wish.

Anyway, got it going.  Then... *rumble*  The storm is already overhead.  Further, the temp dropped from 78 to 61 already, or... when I checked after starting this then hearing the rumble.  Cooler yet?  If it rains, maybe.  Wow.  That wasn't hugely fast.  But, when you see something, in place, that big.  Any movement seems fast.  Well, if you have a sleepy head.  But it must have been moving fairly quickly.

On to my day.  I'll... see if I can do a few things.