Out.

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To mass.  I have been quite happy to be able to get out, almost every week, for... a while.  Now to add some weekdays in.  Nothing fancy, but... I like to go to mass.  Would daily if it were possible.  I still don't know what is going on.  It feels like that is what is preferred, or at this church?  Don't know, just... there aren't cues or guides.  And hearing isn't the best.  Not necessarily their fault, or all of it.  Working on it, for my part.

I did find two things out.  My notion was... a Doomerism.  No such thing as someone in need.  The other thing is... the church is definitely watching what I right, even now.  I... suspected that.  Wanted to see.  There are some who hate what I write, that I write.  So be it.  Others?  Seem to take it in stride.  I pray for each.

No meal out.  Which is fine.  I did do a bit of grocery shopping on the way home... which... come to think of it... is still in the suv, idling suv.  I'll... yeah... take care of that, and garage the said suv.  BRB...

Ah.  In and put away.  Anyway.  On the good side, I won't have to offer what I can't really offer.  But, too, I know for sure they are watching.  It's amazing, to me, that they would bother to look, see.  Look to God, not one or the other.  Besides, you won't... understand what you read here.  Or, when you are being lead to believe something or other that may or may not be true.  Your... anger... may well be wasted.  Still, if it entertains, so be it.

I did get kefir in, before the hour cutoff, and some fatted coffee.  Couldn't finish it in time.  So, brushed my teeth and headed out a quarter or more until.  So early, however, that I had to kill some time, so drove the buggy through the wash.  All good.  

The man I have been getting to know was at church, but he doesn't seem to want to associate with me anymore.  So... Okay.  Odd, the people he likes don't seem to like him.  Me?  I... don't like, or dislike, anyway.  Mostly.  Either they, or I, am there, or not.  If I see marks that I am not or no longer approved, I will find other places to be.  Life is very easy for me.

Anyway...  For tonight?  I need something to eat.  I bought a package of chops.  I have to separate and freeze them.  But, I could put some on the grill, and heat up sauerkraut while at it.  Sounds good to me.  Maybe more kefir, before that, after finishing the fatted coffee.  And, just maybe, a grapefruit while a few chops cook.  It'll take a while to cook the chops.  Heating the sauerkraut won't take too long.

Then vinegar.  More food later?  Who knows.  Getting hungry, crazy hungry, sometimes.  Gotta be careful, watch it, and eat fatty meats if I have to cheat.