Yes, way late.

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I couldn't go down until a bit after nineteen hundred.  I am fighting to get to bed, failing.  As well, I couldn't get up this morning until just here at nine thirty.  I fought, hard.  If to no good.  Though I did have reason to be up a bit later, then not get right to sleep.  A... proposition... regarding a motorcycle.  I half expected a no or yes, but got nothing.  Checking this morning.  Not sure if the potential partner ghosted, or is thinking about the proposal.

And, yes.  That woke me up and got me thinking.  Which made sleep... difficult.  I really need to learn how to ride.  If I am to go overseas.  And, while a 500cc is required for actual licensing, less than that is preferable to learn on.  So... it... gets expensive, just starting out, from that perspective. Money, money, money.

Now, food Saturday jacked blood sugar for yesterday.  A lot.  Back up to 255, fasting, if lower through the day.  It lowered, through the evening, with vinegar and less.  I had hoped the partial fast yesterday would do more.  With a low yesterday of 230, fasting blood sugar this morning is 212.  I guess that is as much as can be hoped... a lower fasting blood sugar than the lowest read from the day before is quite a thing.

Still, I will do a partial fast, again, today.  I would fast more, but I'm not quite up to it.  A fatted coffee, a few kefirs, three ounces of nuts, and a few vinegar tonics after kefir meals.  It isn't about calories in.  It is about breaking the fasts, for blood sugar, it seems.  They gave me a sweetened tea, yesterday.  I honestly think that, and that alone, is what caused me problems.  That has real sugar, and a lot of it.

Today?  I don't know.  It is 52 outside, first thing.  I have the furnace on, but just to 70.  If I see it warming to the upper 60s, I'll turn off the furnace and open the place up.  Otherwise I'll stay as is.  If it gets to the mid 70s, I'll shut it all up.  Learning how to trim the house, for as much comfort as possible.

No food until noon.  Then nothing fancy.  If I can get to a shower, that would be good.  Then, get dishes loaded in.  I'll see what else I can get at.  Probably won't rake, looks like it may rain again today.  It's been partly windy and rainy since I planned to get to raking.  Haven't had a chance since plans were made.