Oh, right.

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I am not staying on top of some things as I should.  Though some of it is not a choice.  The doc called Monday, I believe.  Wanted me to call back.  I called yesterday, no answer, left a message, no call back.  I called in and made contact today.  Front desk sent me elsewhere, the nurse?  Dunno.  Doc is out of town, so...  He hadn't left any notes.  I was going to take the drivers license thing in but he is out of town, no use today.  I could do some shopping, but I am tired and worn.  I will wait until I know whether I should even bring the paperwork in.  I don't know if he will sign off.

Blood sugar was 240 today, just a bit higher.  Fasting begins today, just daily mind you.  I am hoping that will help.  Moving into that more slowly this time, didn't like that problem from last time.  Still, I certainly liked having my blood sugar go down to almost normal.  And the fasting really isn't bad.  It's... actually pretty good.  Then again, while not officially keto, I think I was pretty close.  What about carnivore do you not understand.  The only reason I never quite keto'ed is because I would have bread, or something sweet, or pasta, often enough that it would break the cycle.  Which is why fasting isn't as difficult for me as it is for many.  They have to get over going without heavy carbs on a daily basis.  I'm... over that, for the most part.  Still, less protein, more fats.  Intermittent fasting will help cut the protein, overall.  Still, I would like to aim at less protein per meal... as protein can be junked right to sugar without some care.

I did find the other new socks.  Right where I thought they would be.  Three pair, actually.  One pair is the heavier compression, two pair are lighter compression.  I may attempt to wear the lower compression socks at night.  I'm not sure they are needed, I am not sure if I can do it.  They might be too hot.  Though, with the change to keto, heat doesn't seem to be as much of a problem.  Though I think eating the pasta meal... was a mistake.  I am going through hot flashes like a menopausal outbreak.  At least I only go from hot to normal.  Poor dames go from hot to normal to cold in flashes that would make Superman's head spin as if he were possessed.  Yeah, plus... a few days back on keto full-time, plus intermittent fasting, and I should be back to being right as rain as to felt/sensation of heat.

I missed paying my mortgage.  But... that is because I was waiting on paperwork, which never came.  I lagged out, essentially.  Still, my bad this time.  However, when I call in to pay, I will be taking names and company numbers, speaking with a manager, whose name and number will be taken, and I will get this thing worked out.  They are screwing me over and mean to be doing so.  This is how an Obama government works.  Wait until they decide they don't like you.  Every department of corruption, graft, and brown-out will be screwing with everything in your life they can.  I am almost wondering if that isn't the problem with this doctor.  Are all doctors hard-core leftists now?  The women who work are.  That I knew.  Though, perhaps, he is simply swayed by those women, out of fear.  Not known to pick strong men to be doctors.

Anyway...  Yeah...  I'm slightly annoyed.  I can and will do what I must to do what I am sure will work.  If I have to hire a bureaucrat for state purposes, until I can get out, I will.  No more.  If that fails, there are other solutions.  I won't recant or surrender.

Oh, my real climbing rope is in.  Arborist type.  I do have a couple of belay lines.  They don't have enough give to climb in such a way that arresting a drop would be safe.  They are good for a few things, very good for those, but not for free-climbing.  That is, pretty much, all the gear I need immediately to start several types of climbing.  With or without help.  It's just getting to it.  Bleh.  Later.