Testing some things.

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As per my suggestion, I wanted to begin testing various consumption products and mixes.  Being about 'dinner timer', if I was not fasting, and given when I woke, I decided tea with cream and one of the liquid sweeteners would be consumed.  While I was at it, since I had just taken my blood sugar, I would test an half hour after consumption.  My blood sugar did go down a bit, to 190.  What does it mean?  I can't be sure.  I have never had a doctor or dietitian be able to predict.  Not even always was the notion of trend functional for their notions.  Insulin, even eating precisely what they wanted, led to 500 and rising blood sugar.  To bring it down, as discussed, I would drink lots of regular soda or beer.  That just doesn't make any sense.  Though this doesn't, not exactly, either.

Could the liquid sweetener be seen as insulin, so the body lowers production?  Is it that the artificial teases the body into using the insulin?  Foods of any type simply shouldn't have a net negative affect upon blood sugar.  That is against everything I have seen, heard, and read.  As I have suggested, I don't think they know what they are talking about.  Maybe white man's diabetes has nothing to do with indians?  Just being a breed, perhaps I have the genes that make it different.  Doctors seem to be insane, in that they keep trying the same thing, over and over, in spite of it simply not working.  How many indians are on insulin and just slowly losing life, function, limbs, eyesight, and the rest.  How many whites too, though, actually?

I really wonder if medicine is aimed at a very small subset of people and is meant to be harmful to the rest.  Of course, they can easily claim equal access, but to what amounts to poison for all but some.  Seriously, I have such great doubts.  Though, as some have suggested, medicine might be a simple way to eliminate any who are foolish, weak enough, ill enough, or such, to go to them.  At this point I don't have much faith.  Which is why I am attempting to heal myself.  They either can't or won't, and their advice, whether truly honest and well considered or genocidal, is poison.

I am not pretending to know.  I am looking at the data and following where that leads.  From the data, there are only a few directions that could lead.  Neither is all that reassuring.  Which is why I will, one way or another, have to do it myself.  Hate?  Nah, just leave them to what they do and pray for those who put their faith in them.  Though, maybe, they simply target some people for elimination.  I would well be on that list, for a thousand reasons, to one who wishes the government to rule, and has been broken on the wheel of the worldly.